If Only ( Joe Sugg Fanfiction) |DISCONTINUED|

Chapter 38

(Picture of Madi at the top. This is actually @hapatime on Instagram, and I think she looks absolutely gorgeous, so you should follower her on Instagram.)

I woke up the next morning to the sound of Joe and Casapr talking.

"Caspar, please. Your mom hates Madi!" Joe exclaimed.

"Shh! One of them might wake up! But do you really want me to go up to my mum and tell her she's being a bitch?" Caspar repplied.

"Don't call her a bitch! Just give your mum a 'heads up' that she's hurting Madi. Please Caspar. You know how much Madi means to me!" Joe begged. I literally melted.

"Fine! All right! Now go back to bed before one of those two wakes up," Caspar said as Joe walked into our room. I tried my best to pretend I was asleep.

"I know you're awake, Madi," Joe laughed, pulling me closer to him.

"What? I'm asleep!" I joked, snoring fakely . (That probably doesn't make sense.)

"Whatever," Joe laughed, turning me over, so he could see my face.

"What were you talking about with Caspar? I asked as Joe played with my hair.

"It was nothing," Joe lied. I took his hand out of my hair and put it on my cheek.

"Joe, I know it was something," I said sternly. I looked him in the eye and he sighed.

"I wanted Caspar to confront his mum about being cruel to you. I don't like the way she treats you. It's like she's trying to make you feel like all of these past months were all your fault. When really, it was my fault, too," Joe said, rubbing circles on my back.

"Joe, you didn't have to," I responded.

"But I did, so here we are now. Caspar is going to talk to his mum," Joe responded. I laid my head on Joe's chest. I looked up at him to see a tear rolling down his cheeks.

"love, you don't have to cry," I said, kissing his cheek.

"It just really hurts to see you in pain. You really are my everything, Madi," Joe said as I shushed him. I place a soft, gentle kiss on him.

"I love you," I whispered as we drifted back to sleep.

I woke up again at about 10:00 a.m. Joe was still sleeping beside me. The way his soft, faint snores escape his moth just makes me melt. I would never ever trade Joe for anything in the world.

I walked into our bathroom, and brushed my hair. While I was washing my face, I scratched my face.

"UGH! JOE!" I screeched as Joe came running in.

"What happened?" Joe asked in fear before he saw the scratch on my face.

"Oh my God. How did you scratch yourself so hard?" Joe asked as he got some toilet paper, and wiped the blood away.

"I don't know!" I exclaimed, holding my cheek in pain.

"It's okay!" Joe said, putting something on my fave that stung a bit.

"Ow!" I said, jumping a bit. Joe shushed me before he finished applying whatever that was onto my face.

"Just let it dry for about 5 minutes," Joe said as I laid on the bed. I sighed in relief. I'm so glad Joe was there. I got my IPhone from my bedside table and logged into my Instagram.

I scrolled through my feed. My cut still was stinging a bit, but it eventually stopped. Suddenly, Joe jumped onto the bed, shaking the whole entire bed.

"What the fuck! Are you trying to break the bed or something?" I laughed, facing Joe after sitting my phone back on the bedside table.

"I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just glad I'm with you," Joe smiled, placing a kiss on my forehead. Jane started crying.

"I'll do it," I said, sitting up from the bed, and walking to Jane's room. I siphigered as I drifted across the freezing cold floors.

I walked into Jane's room, picking her up for rom her crib. I caried her around in circles as I sang Photogrph by Ed Shearan to the little angel that I'm proud to call mine.

"You have a very nice voice," someone said as I turned around to see Caspar's mom.

"Oh, thanks," I said in shock.
"Caspar talked to me about my behavior. I'm incredibly sorry," Caspar's mom said. I stared blankly that her.

"Um, I don't mean to sound rude at all, but what do you mean? You can't just treat someone so badly and then all of a sudden feel extremely sorry," I responded. Caspar's mom sighed.

"Well, my mum would always tell me to always treat premature mothers like they had hurt you. She would tell me that they have hurt so many people, and it should be their turn to feel hurt. I try not to be like my mum, but sometimes, it just happens. After being tought this for so long, it just wants to slip out from time to time. Please believe me. I promise I'm being 100% honest with you right now, Caspar's mom said. I couldn't believe it, but at the same time I tried so hard to.

"Wow. That must be pretty hard going through that for so long. You know what. I forgive you," I smiled as Caspar's mum pulled me into a hug with Jane still in my arms. She tried to be extremely careful with Jane as we hugged.

"Hey, Madi! So you wa-" Joe said before looking up from his phone to see Caspar's mom and I together smiling.

"Oh my God! Did you guys make up?" Joe asked as we nodded our heads. Joe smiled, pulling Caspar's mum into a hug, and kissing me on the cheek that didn't have the scratch.