If Only ( Joe Sugg Fanfiction) |DISCONTINUED|

Chapter 21

Joe's P.O.V

4 Months Later

*moaning*

"YES JOE! GIVE IT TO ME!" CASEY yelled. I was in her bedroom. I was being raped by the one and only Casey. I tried to pry her off me, but she wouldn't move.

"CASEY GET OFF ME!" I yelled, failing to push her off for the tenth time.

"Oh ,Joe. You still think you haven't moved on! If you were still in love with her, you would of tried to get her back by now!" Casey said.

*ring ring ring* I hit the button on my phone and sighed. I woke up from another nightmare. Ever since Madi and I split up, I've been having these nasty dreams about Casey.

Madi's name still hurts whenever I think of it. I thought we had something, but I guess I was stupid. It feels like it was all just a dream, and I finally woke up from it. I just wanted to go back to the dream.

We both tried to stay away from eachother. When we got home from VidCon, I just stayed in my room. I only got out when I had to eat or something. The last time I talked to a human was 2 months ago. I haven't even opened my phone or laptop or anything.

I just stayed in my room and just cried all day. Caspar has tried to help me get over Madi, but nothing is working. I don't think it ever will.

Madi's P.O.V

I was eating a bag of potato chips when I felt vibrations on my thigh where my phone was. It was from Caspar. He was asking if I could come over to record a video.

Even though, I've been going through so much pain and my pregnancy, I've been able to keep up with my channel. Part of me was telling me not to, but at the same time I wanted to go so bad. After a long debate with myself, I decided to say yes.

I've already told my subscribers that Joe and I broke up, and that I was pregnant with his baby. A lot of them did not take it that well. The coments consisted of people saying we were very irresponsible, and how stupid we are. But then there were the supportive comments.

My stomach was already so big. I've been eating so much lately. I haven't got a ton of sleep at night, but I have been having enough sleep to keep me alive. Overall, the baby was okay. I was going to be able to find out what gender the baby is tomorrow which made me very excited.

I changed into some fresh, new clothes. I hate maternity clothes. I can't where crop tops and other super cute clothes. I quicly put a little bit of makeup on and ran out the door. Or failed to walk fast. Give me a break! I'm pregnant!

I hopped into my car and drove 20 minutes to the Jaspar household. I've been staying at this small apartment I've rented. I wanted to just get away of everything that reminded me of Joe. When, I pulled up in front of their apartment, I felt chills go down my spine.

I went up to their floor and gave it a knock. No answer. And then another knock. Still no answer. Then, I remembered that Joe gave me a spare key when we were still a couple. I dug into my purse and I finally found it.

I openned the door and I heard a thump. I walked looked around the apartment and saw a naked Joe with milk all over him. I missed him so much. I just wanted to grab his face and make out with him, but I know if I did that things would happen. He was fucking hot.

"Wh- what are you doing here?" Joe asked obviously surprised and embarrassed at the same time. I tried to keep my eyes off his dick and abs but I just couldn't! I'm such a slutty pervert. LOL

"Caspar and I were going to film a video," I said very awkwardly. No one was talking. We sat there just staring at eachother for about a minute.

"I missed you. A lot," Joe spat out. I got very teary eyed. I started to cry.

"I- I did too," I finally said. He walked over me and kissed me, grabbing my ass as I giggled.

"I've been wanting do that for what felt like ages," Joe said rubbing circles on my back.

"Everything isn't back to normal. I didn't even say I wa-" I said before getting cut off by Joe passionately kissing me. Oh my god, I've missed this so much. It felt like our lips were stuck together. Even if I tried, I couldn't pry my lips off him.

"So what were you saying?" Joe asked with a smirk on his face once I finally was able to pull away.

"Everything can go back to normal," I said before I crashed my lips onto his.

After about an hour of just flirting and making out, Caspar openned the door. He started smiling so wide once he saw Joe and I cuddling on the couch.

"YAY! #MOE IS BACK TOGETHER!" Caspar yelled, making me burst into laughter. I pulled out my vlogging camera.

"Hey people! Guess who I'm with! It's Joe! And we're back together again!" I smiled, pecking Joe in the cheek.

"How does it feel now that Joe and I are together again?" I asked Caspar, pointing the camera at him.

"Well, let me tell you! There is going to be a LOT more moaning now that you're back! Just promise to keep it down when you two are feeling horny!" Caspar said as Joe and I laughed our heads off.

"No promises!" Joe joked as we all bursted into laughter.

Oh, I'm going to find out what gender the baby is tomorrow," I said, turning off the camera and laying my head on Joe's shoulder.

"I can't wait!" Joe said, kissing my forehead.

A/N

Sorry that this chapter is really crappy! I'm writing this on Monday night. I had to finish and proofread chapter 20 then write this one! So yeah! xxx