If Only ( Joe Sugg Fanfiction) |DISCONTINUED|

Chapter 8

The sounds of birds and traffic woke me up. Two arms were wrapped around me, Joe's arms. Whenever he's with me, I feel like nothing is impossible! But when he's gone, I feel like there's just things in life that can't happen.

Is that what it feels to be in love with someone? In high school, I spent so much time on school work that I never payed attention to the guys who thought I was an amazing person. Love isn't something I fully understand, but I had friends who knew all about it!

Casey had so many boyfriends that she can't even remember half of their names. She was usually the one who broke up with them. It was either because she found a new guy, her boyfriend was cheating, or she just wanted to cut all the strings.

Everytime she was sad about her breakups, I was there for her. And she was there for me when I was stressed about school. I never really payed much attention to the guys she was dating. Everything changed when she broke up with one guy she really liked, and I wasn't in town for that week.

She was in Starbucks, feeling devastated and Rex came along. Ever since they started dating, Casey was always happy. They were a really cute couple, but I was the third wheel. I never really cared.

After I flashbacked on Casey's love life, I started wondering about mine. Who am I in love with Joe or Caspar? I was interupted by Joe tickling me.

"HOW DARE YOU, SUGG! STOP!" I screamed as loud as I could, laughing uncontrollably.

"WHAT'S THE MAGIC WORD?" Joe screamed back at me, tickling me at my waist. I started to regret telling Caspar and Joe that I am very ticklish. Tickling me is equal to falling on my face to me.

"PLEASE?" I yelled even louder, squirming arround.

"WRONG" Joe responded to me while he still was tickling me at my waist. If you tickle me, you have a high chance of getting peed on. It's weird , but I'm weird so yeah.

"JOE! STOP! I'M GOING TO-" I was interupted by my bladder exploding. I peed all over Joe. My face was as red as a tomato dipped in red food coloring. I didn't know how to react.

This was one of the most embarrassing things I ever did. I peed on the guy I was madly in love with. If it was Caspar who I peed on, I wouldn't be that affected. Wait a second, what I said was the answer! The answer to my question was revealed.

I'm just in love with what Caspar did to me. Not him. It's weird, because I peed on a boy, and I found out the asnswer to a question I'be been asking myself hours and hours every night.

"Oh my god! I'm so so sorry!" I apologized to Joe, ignoring the fact that I was covered in pee. Joe jsut started laughing. I had no idea what he was laughing about, but at that point, Iw as too embarrassed to fully function.

"It's fine. We better freshen up," Joe responded, making (my way downtown LOL ) his way to his bedroom. I got up and went to my apartment, picked out my clothes, and took a shower. My phone started ringing while I was in the shower.

It was on vibrate, so I couldn't hear it. I got dressed, did my hair and makeup, and checked my phone. It was Casey. I usually don't get calls from her, so I was surprised to see her name on mmy phone. I called her back.

"Hey, girl!" Casey greeted me, brightening my day. Her voice brings back so many memories of us messing around on the palyground, painting eachother's nails, and talking to eachother for hours and hours every night. This girl means so much to me. I'd hate to lose her.

"Hey Cas! You called?" I continued the conversation. Our friendship is so strong that I felt her smile.

"You won't believe this! I'm having my first ever fashion show! And you can bring three other people! I'd love to stay and chat but I'm really busy! I'll text you all the information! Bye *kiss noice*," Casey ended the call. I was so excited.

Seconds later, I recieved a text that said " read the article. It has the date and time. You and your group will be in the front row. 😘".

Sometimes, I wish Casey and I would have conversations the lasted longer than 40 seconds. After 2 minutes of thinking, I texted Alfie and Zoe, asking them if they wanted to come to New York for Casey's fashion show. They agreed. They decided that they would come over to Joe's apartment in a bit to plan everything.

Before leaving my apartment, I grabbed my phone and laptop. When I walked into the apartment, Joe was still geting ready, surprisingly. Because I had nothing to do, I made eggs and bacon.

While the bacon was colling and I was cooking the eggs, Zoe and Alfie knocked on the door. I burnt myself because I got scared of the knock.

Joe ran out of his room to unlock the door. I finished cokking the last egg and placed it on a big plate. Joe greeted the both of them. I missed Zoe so much, I don't know why.

We ate breakfast and booked our flights. We were leaving in two days, and we were gone for 4 days. After we finished our food, Joe suggested that we should play Youtuber Whispers. We all agrred to his idea, for once.

All of us had such a fun time. I probably did the worst out of all of them. Zoe and Joe went into Joe's room to talk about something in private. Alfie and I decided that we should film videos with eachother.

For my channel we decided that we should play 1 Truth 2 Lies. And for Alfie's channel, we did a Q&A. After about two hours, we finished recording, and Joe and Zoe finished talking. I made my way to Joe.

Holding his soft, warm hands, I asked Joe," What was that about?"

(A/N)
Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed chapter 8! If you're liking my book, please add it to your library, comment, and mabye even follow me! Ok! Buhbye! xxx