Pretty little promises (Mialotte)

Chapter 34 | Sailor song

(Not the best chapter but just something to tide all of my readers by while I work on the next chapter that brings out SO MUCH drama..)

(Mia's pov)

"I saw her in the rightest way,
Looking like Anne Hathaway.
Laughing while she hit her pen,
And coughed, and coughed"

When I first met Charlotte, I just figured she would be another new kid for me and the rest of the gang to pick on. Little did I know that I would fall in love with her. From the first glance, I knew she was beautiful. She reminded me of Anne Hathaway with her beautiful, silky brown hair and wide, adorable smile. Although she was gorgeous, at the time I was being threatened and used by Roger to date Reece. So instead of being able to kiss her, I had to attempt to bully her. It was really hard to find things about her that I didn't like and that I was able to bully about but I eventually just decided to call her a nerd because of her good studying habits. I couldn't stop looking at her as she would laugh while writing paragraphs in her diary. I wondered if she had ever written anything about me.

"And then she came up to my knees,
Begging, "Baby, would you please,
Do the things you said you'd do to me, to me?"

At a school party, we both ended up getting drunk. She may of been a drastic amount more tipsy than me but that didn't stop me from behaving rather wild too. I couldn't believe it when she said that she had a crush on me.
Could I really date this beautiful girl? Would I really be deserving of someone like her?
I kissed her on the lips and before I knew it we were at my house biting eachothers necks and making out on my couch. I knew that I couldn't lose this girl, she was all I had. I have a mother but she is barely ever around as she spends all day drinking and runs away a lot. This is the longest she has been gone though, three months. It's not just me who has parent issues, Charlotte does too. We really just relate to eachother, we're like puzzle pieces who perfectly connect.

(Charlotte's pov)

"Oh, won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?
And when you get a taste, can you tell me, what's my flavor?"

After me and Mia began our love journey, we spent every moment cuddling and kissing eachother like this relationship was all we had. I mean, it really was all we had. With my toxic past (and sometimes present), I just really needed to feel loved and that is exactly how she makes me feel. Even though I'm already her girlfriend, I still have the biggest crush on her and get butterflies in my stomach whenever she's around me. She loves me like nobody ever has before, she makes me feel unique and like I'm worth something. She makes me feel.. happy? That is an emotion I've never felt before but now I'm more than grateful that she helped me accomplish being able to feel joyful.

"I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my saviour,
My mom says that she's worried, but I'm covered in this favour."

I've never believed in God as if he existed, why would he let such horrible things happen to me at only the age of fifteen (and younger). I know there are certain people who are extremely religious but I just truly cannot understand it.
If he exists, why are there wars? Why are there deaths? Why are there natural disasters?
They say he created everything so than why can't he just stop all of the disastrous things that are happening. My parents never believed in God which I guess may of rubbed off of me. Although I don't carry many of my parents traits, being an atheist is definitely one that I follow in their footsteps with. Another one that I follow, is being stressed and worried. I get that from my mother. She was worried quite a lot but her stresses were a lot more different to mine. She was worried that she would get caught after murdering someone. My stresses are really just everything. I get worried about everything that comes my way. The only thing that helps get rid of my panics is being able to see my girlfriend. Mia really is just so important and and I wouldn't still be here without her.

"And when we're getting dirty, I forget all that is wrong,
I sleep so I can see you 'cause I hate to wait so long."

When Mia and I are sharing our love with eachother, I always forget all of the negatives in life. She treats me like a princess and puts me on a high throne, I just love her so much. Another thing she helps with is my sleep. I am a very weak sleeper and always struggle to drift off but she has helped me so much with that issue. The way she shares her warmth with me and will happily sing me to sleep or read me my favourite books is just perfect. The only reason I sleep is so I'm able to see her quicker, the next morning. I love her more than imaginable. How could one human be so fabulous?

(Mia's pov)

"I sleep so I can see you, 'cause I hate to wait so long.."

Ive always been more of an evening person than a morning type of girl, especially now. On a night time, I get to look forward to everything that I get to do with my girlfriend the next day. She's the reason I sleep, she's the reason I'm alive. When I was a little bit younger, I suffered from a light case of depression. It was because both of my parents had left me and then all of my friends were horrible and only liked fellow rich people. The depression cleared when I hit fifteen years of age, I'm not sure why though. Maybe it's because my instincts knew I would find the perfect girl and finally find happiness at that age.

(Mia and Charlotte's pov)

How did I get so lucky? I'm a hideous girl who has fell in love with a gorgeous masterpiece. I can't believe someone would ever love me back.

-Sailor Song by Gigi Perez