We are villains.

21.

I jumped up from my bed,breathing heavily,being woken up by my own nightmare.

A nightmare.

I hadn't had those in a long time. You would think I'll have much more of those,giving the work that I have,but no. I don't get them often. Cause I was used to my work. A long time ago.

I put my hand on my chest as I'm still breathing deeply and I could feel my heart hammering inside my chest.

I grit my teeth and I put my face in my hands. I didn't believe I'll ever say this....but I wanted to cry. I wanted to cey so badly.

But I didn't.

I took one last deep breath to calm myself down and blinked a couple of times. I was in the Toman HQ in my own room in the building. I was so tired because of the last few days spent in literal torture that I went to bed at 19 o'clock. I looked at the clock to check the time. It was 3am. I sighed as I shook my head and looked outside the window. Looking at the large and beautiful city at night made me feel free. I got up from my bed and changed from my pajamas. I wanted to go out,take a breather.

Once I was ready,I walked towards the door and unlocked it. The huge building was almost empty. Some gang members were asleep,others were out robbing banks or in fights. One god knows where.

I walked towards the elevator and I listened to the music inside the elevator. It felt so calm and nostalgic. Finally the door opened and I saw the security almost falling asleep. I passed by him and used the chip to the building to open the door. Once I was out I felt the chilly air hit me. It gave exactly the vibe October is supposed to give. I could easily walk around with my sweather,under the moonlight and still not freeze to death. Sure,yes,it was a bit cold,but it wasn't that bug of a deal.

As I began walking around half an hour passed and couldn't help but notice that my mind was going back and forth to the events that happend those few days that I was at Black Death's HQ.

Every time I went back in my mind to the place I was....I feel dread run over me and scare away the calmness.

At some point I become too paranoid.

What was I thinking?

Going out all alone at 3am?

What if Black Death members are around?

At these thoughts I panicked so much that I began walking super quickly. So quickly that I forgot that my leg was stitched up. Finally I felt a sharp pain and as I geunted I looked down and touched my thigh at where the bullet wound was. I couldn't see the wound,because of my jeans,but my fingers ran over the stitches from over my jeans,feeling them. Again flashes at what happend run through my mind.

"What are you doing?"

I gasp and I turn around startled.

I see Mikey.

I let out a sigh of relief. I really thought that was a Black Death member.

I look back at him as I compose myself.

"I went out for a walk-"

"-I can see that,but why? Don't you think it's a bit stupid? Not that you can't fight,you've proven that you can. But with those stitches in your leg I don't believe you'll exactly be able to defend yourself if Black Death attacked you right now." He said in an even tone.

I scanned his face. Same stoic look.

I grit my teeth a bit. Yes,I know. Does he think I'm stupid?

"That's why I was going back to the building." I said with an edge to my voice.