Diary of a Mad Poet

Drive him crazy

I awake with my head still slightly buzzing, I sit up slowly and appreciate that its dark in my room with a bit a light coming from the slightly open door. I turn my head in the direction of the window and notice the figure lying next to me with his hand on my stomach.  Dev. He's sleeping soundly. I look at the window again and its already nighttime, how long was I out?

"Hi" I jump slightly from the unexpected greeting. I look down at him and God he looks delicious. My eyes trail down his face to his naked chest. I look back up to his lips. It feels weird to not feel conflicted about wanting to kiss him. I usually remind myself of the hurt and the pain would ring through my chest and make me back out, but right now it's so hard to look away. I don't feel any pain. I remember it all but there is no pain and turmoil. 

I look back up to his eyes and find him staring at me intensely. "Angel if you keep looking at me like that..." he pauses as my eyes trail back to his lips. In a split second he is hovering above me with his white/silver hair touching my forehead. How did he get in-between my legs so fast? I can't help reaching up and brushing my hand down his chest to his abs and stopping at the band of his sweatpants. He heavily breaths out and I can tell he is holding back.

The pull towards each other feels so much stronger than it used to. He lowers his lower half to meet mine and I feel how hard he is. I try to even my breath but feeling him like this is making it so hard. "What do you want?" he lowers his head to my ear and starts leaving kisses down my neck and bites a little making me hiss. I need friction, this isn't enough for me. "Say it" his voice is rough and almost animalistic. It's so sexy. I grind up into him needing more, receiving a deep groan from him. His right hand pushes my waist down and holds me in place while his left hand firmly wraps around my throat.

He starts to grind into me slowly and the friction is so amazing a moan slips past my lips. I lift my left hand and pull him down by his neck. Our lips meet and I can't help but want more. I moan into the kiss eliciting a growl from his throat. His hand moves from my waist allowing me to move in sync with him as his hand slips under my panties slowly, so so so slowly. "Fuck don't tease me" he chuckles then pushes his fingers in between my folds. I moan again as he starts to rub me in circles. 

"You're so wet for me" He whispers into our kiss as he slides his fingers lower and eases one into me making me moan loudly breaking the kiss, his head dips into the crook of my neck as he starts to pump in and out of me. He adds a second finger making me flinch and grab onto his shoulders. I almost forgot I haven't been touched in so long. He nips at my skin as I gasp at the build-up I'm feeling.  

"Dev I want you so bad, I want to feel you when I cum" I breathe out and at the end of that sentence he comes to a complete stop, lifting his head to look me in the eyes. I guess I finally answered his question.

He hums lowly as he pulls my underwear down. He takes off his pants and the image of our first times pops into my head and how he told me to stop moaning, how my moans drive him crazy. Why do I want to drive him crazy? His veiny manhood looks so hungry for me. It makes me feel like the temperature in this room has gone up.

 As he crawls back onto the bed, I pull my bra off and spread my legs "Good girl" He spreads my legs wider, and I can see the thoughts run through his head. My insecurities start to pop up with how long he is staring in between my legs. I try to close my legs, but he pulls me to the edge of the bed with my legs on his shoulders. Dev lowers to his knees and before I can ask him what he is doing, his warm tongue pushes into me making me gasp and throw my head back. "Fuck!" I whisper yell.

He starts licking and sucking on me making me a moaning mess. He sticks two fingers in me and starts to move them in a 'come here' motion. He starts out slow and gradually picks up his pace, it starts to feel like I have an itch, and he is so close to scratching it, almost as if he is scratching around it. "Please, just please" I'm not sure what I'm begging for, but I feel like he is deliberately holding back so I move my hips trying to get to that high I feel coming. I start to feel it build up again. Yes, so close! Then it stops.

My eyes open not remembering when I closed them, I move my eyes to the figure picking me up and moving me to the center of the bed. "I was so close" I whine. 

"I know but you said you want to feel me when you cum right baby?" He hovers above me already having wiped his lips and chin. "I want to feel you cum Angel, I want to feel you pulsate around me as I seal our mating, I want to watch you cum all around me" He rubs his cock in between my folds and my body shudders. Why am I so sensitive?  And all the things he is saying is making me so much hornier than before.

"Let me cum around you then" And that does it, he pushes into me making me arch my back from how much he is stretching me. I grip onto his shoulders with us both breathing heavily. His groans echo throughout the room making me clench around him.

"Fuck you're so fucking tight" He groans as he starts moving slowly and I let out a moan, "Dammit Angel, it's hard to control myself when you make these sounds. Makes me want to do so much to you" he basically growls under his breath. I want this, I want to drive him crazy. So I pull him by his neck again with my lips near his ear and let out another moan. I hear him groan lowly and a small 'fuck' leave his lips before his pace picks up and I lose all control as he takes it from me.