Diary of a Mad Poet

A Threat

..."let's fix that"

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He kisses me aggressively and the only thoughts running around my head is that I'm naked. He starts kissing my neck while he squeezes my waist a bit. I almost release a moan as I bite my lip to stop it from leaving my lips. With the fact that I'm naked is really bugging me.

Don't get me wrong, I love my body but I'm not exactly thin. I'm a curvy woman with more to hold onto and I don't like being naked in front of anyone.

I try to conjure up some clothes but for some reason I can't focus hard enough. Or maybe it's because I'm tied to the bed with my body spread out like a starfish and the devil between my legs leaving kisses all over me. He comes all the way up and starts kissing me again, the kiss is not at all soft and you'd think I'd be a little bit resistant but I'm not, I can't help it. He kisses me even rougher and fights for dominance, he fights to lead but the stubbornness in me won't allow it.

"submit" he growls into my mouth.

"No" I try to say sternly but it comes out muffled and I feel him smirk into the kiss.

I feel his hand start trailing up my thigh in the direction of something I need him to stay away from. I whine into his mouth at how much I want him to stop but I don't want him to stop and unfortunately it comes out more as a moan than a whine.

He hums in acknowledgment. His hand cupping my front as his lips move to my ear. "you're wet" he kisses my neck making me shiver. I can't believe my body betrays me! "you deserve to be punished" he says and kisses the spot under my ear making me suck in a breath.

I want to say stop with the reminder that he raped me, I want to be clothed and a good distance from him but it's not happening. Deep down I don't want him to stop but he needs to. Right? But my body is not fighting him, my mind is losing the battle too. I don't understand how his touch could drive me off the edge so easily.

He starts laying kisses that trail down my body, his eyes still watching me and right when he gets to my core he stops. His eyes turn black and God dammit turns me on even more. "get dressed" he says getting off me. His face cold and emotionless.

Wait! What?

"We have visitors to get to" is all he says with a bored expression.

This bitch!!! He thinks he can just turn me on then leave me hot and bothered even though I wanted him to stop but I know that's not what I really wanted?

Okay I'm really in deep conflict with myself.

I'm not going anywhere with him. Plus he let his brother test my powers or something and I could have died!. Okay I'm exaggerating but still.

"No" is all I say as I focus on conjuring up some clothes and manage to do so. I need a bath. The restraints on my hands and legs disappear letting me get off the bed and stand up.

Dev looks at me with worry and that stops the spoonful of words I was about to throw at him. "who are these visitors?" I'm curious now.

The door flies open and there stands Gabriel in all his glory but the look on his face worries me. What's going on? "We might have a problem"

They keep sharing glances at each other then at me. Okay I'm sick of it?! I start walking towards the door and out towards the kitchen, with the two men following behind me. As I'm about to pass the dinning to walk into the kitchen, I pause at the site of my parents.

There are other people in the room but my eyes focus on these enemies that have hurt me. I can't even stomach the memories of the things my mother and grandmother put me through. The anger radiating off of me is noticed by everyone as their eyes focus on me. I can't believe that woman gave birth to me. They should burn for what I went through. I can just imagine them bur-, my thoughts are cut off by Dev hugging me from behind and placing kisses on top of my head.

I'm calming down, my anger slipping away ever so fast from just his touch. I have no idea why it's easy for him to ease my pain and anger away. I hate the effect he has on me just as much as I appreciate it. But it's also amazing how I am filled with so much anger lately. I was never such an angry person even through all the abuse I went through. I would have lost my mind and control of my anger if Dev wasn't holding me right now. I can't even retaliate because I need this, I need him to touch me, hold me right now and he knows it.

"What's going on here?" I ask ever so calmly, removing my eyes from my parents and looking at all the others in here.

"There is a threat we need to deal with my queen" a tall guy says. He looks to be around the age of 25-28, black hair with the tips colored red, he has light brown eyes with a tint of maroon in them. He is dressed formal and looks like a businessman. A sexy Asian business. But not nearly as sexy as Dev... Okay no! I'm being a pervert.

Wait did he just call me his queen? And what threat is he speaking about?

"Yes there is a threat and we fear th-" Dev cuts the woman off.

"Lucas has already mentioned that there is a threat Katrin, what you should be talking about is a strategy to deal with it" Dev says in an irritated tone but still holds me to him, as if I'm the only reason he isn't losing it.

"With such a threat we fear for our daugh-" I cut my father off at the slight mention of me being their child.

"What do y'all want?" I snap at him. As much as I want to know why there is an apparent meeting about some threat that happens to involve me. But I can't stand my parents, I just can't be around them.

"You are still our daughter whether you like it or not. And we will not allow our daughter to be used for a ritual" My father voices and I want to protest but I'm caught on the word ritual. So I stay silent as my mind wonders on that.

Gabriel spoke of a ritual that Michael wanted to do...

"I won't let anything happen to you Kiah" Dev whispers into my ear to soothe me, probably thinking I'm scared or worried. But I'm not, I'm not even phased by this whole thing.

"She won't reach her full potential until y'all mate" the guy who is Lucas says.

Wait. MATE??? he has already raped me. What on earth does their 'mate' mean? Normal sex or something crazy and painful?

"You know that's a risk" another guy voices, a guy that I wasn't paying attention to.

"What exactly are y'all talking about? And what risk is there?" I ask getting tired of not knowing what is being spoken about.

Then all of a sudden we all pause listening to fast footsteps heading our way.

"The blood hounds are going haywire outside!" Lexi runs in screaming. We all look in her direction. And in comes some ugly ass animals or creatures and without hesitation they attack.

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Sorry for the late update. I have more free days now and I'll be updating more frequently😊