Diary of a Mad Poet

First time pain

I walk out and get into Lee's car. "Lets go get some candy first" I really need it to calm my nerves.

"Yeah sure Grace" she says in a serious tone. That's odd, normally when she is happy and I agreed to having 'fun' she calls me Gray or uses cute pet names. Something feels off so before she starts up the car I stop her. "What?" She gives me a small smile.

Nuh uh bitch! I ain't dumb, lemme test you.

"I slapped my grandma" I say adding sadness like I'm disappointed in myself and mostly ashamed, hanging my head low and watch her carefully from the corner of my eye to see her reaction.

"Oh lord why would you do that, but she probably provoked you so its okay I don't judge" she says grabbing my shoulder trying to comfort me.

Immediately I shove her so hard that her head hits the window of her door and I see blood on the window. I start trying to open the door but its locked. I turn to see Lilie or rather Fake Lilie holding her head glaring at me.

"Why'd you do that Gray?" She says in a sad voice. Another reason to believe its not her. I turn to try the door but a loud honk behind the car we are in catches my attention. Its Lilie, the real Lilie. The Fake Lilie turns to look at what I'm looking at and her eyes go wide. Then my phone rings and its Lee calling.

Finally the door opens while fake Lilie is in shock and I get out sprinting towards Lee. But fake Lee is in front of me in a flash and grabs me by the neck then throws me against the car. I hit the car hard and leave a dent as I drop to my knees.

I get yanked up by my hair and slammed against the car again. Shit! That hurts, the trickling down of warm liquid on the side of my face quickens my heart beat. Before she lands a blow I throw a punch and watch her drop dizzy.

How is my family not coming out of the damn house. I mean if I heard a car being banged up I'd come out the house. While I'm distracted by my family not leaving the house I didn't notice fake Lee get up and by the time I notice her she grabs me by the neck and lifts me off the ground.

How is someone so skinny so strong? I mean I'm no stick, I dont talk about my weight all the time, cause it doesn't bother me that I have some meat on these bones. Plus I think I look sexy. And why on earth is real Lee not getting out the damn car and helping.

I try pulling her hands away from my neck but she won't budge and real Lee is frozen staring at something behind me. "Lee!" This is no time to daydream. I follow her eyes to see what she is looking at but before I get a look I'm thrown across the lawn and I roll a couple of times.

God damn woman!

My life just keeps getting unbearable and weirder by the hour.

"Okay what's going on here?, and who the hell are you?" Lee says dangerously calm. Okay!!! The fuck! Now she comes out of the car? This bitch! Out here watching me get beat.

"Where have you been while I got my ass kicked?" I cough out trying to get to my feet. Then walking up to Lee when the world stopped spinning.

"I should be asking you that" the fake Lee says interrupting my moment of complaining and taking a few steps closer to us then stoping about 2 meters from us. I'm standing almost in between them but more on the left. I start looking left and right comparing them. Damn they look like copies of each other. Exact replicas and I wouldn't know the difference if I didn't pay attention. And how on earth did she heal so fast, no blood or bruise where I hit her.

And I'm out here looking like a hobo with rabies.

"Grace who is your friend?" Now the attention is on me. "Did you get a clone of me?" Lee asks in utter shock. I face palm myself remembering how stupid she can be sometimes.