Diary of a Mad Poet

family fued

"See" Lucifer says.

"Honey, it was all for your own good" my mother says so sweetly. She is probably faking it. My father is here, so I'm sure that's why she is being so sweet.

"Pumpkin we can explain if you let us" says the man who hasn't called me in years. No text or letter or visit for that matter. Completely abandoned me, making me feel unwanted. And he thinks he has the right to call me 'pumpkin' after all these years. I hear footsteps coming into my room. I forgot my whole family was here.

"Grace, we know we have hurt you but you have to understand that if we didn't, you would have gone to heaven" my grandmothers voice states. As if going to heaven would have been that bad. They never asked me what I want. Its always about them and I'm sick of it.

"Get out" I turn and face them, "all of you get out" my voice is low but I know they can hear me.

"The truth might not make you happy but you need to underst-" I shut my mothers mouth with a wave of my hand, leaving her with no voice. She grips onto her throat and my father examines her.

"Undo what you have done to your mother" my father says in a demanding voice and I almost laugh at him. After all these years, he thinks he has power over me?

"Do as your father says" my grandmother intervenes, I slowly pay attention to her body language. She looks like she is preparing for an attack, I look over at Lucifer and he seems to be on guard.

"No" is all I say before turning away from them and laying down. I won't deal with them right now. I need to think, I need to be alone.

"Did you not hear me? I said undo what you have done!" He screams at me managing to make me flinch and piss me off too. He flipping sacrificed me to Satan for reasons I don't know of, then he comes here thinking I've forgiven him?. Man is he wrong.

"I said get out" my blood begins to boil at the thoughts of all the things I've gone through, because he wasn't there. He never protected me, they all never did. I lift myself off the bed facing my father.

"Now you liste-" I shut him up as I slam him into the wall behind him with my hand on his neck. He grips onto my hand and it burns really bad, but I don't let go. Instead of acknowledging the pain and letting him go, I start to squeeze his neck and push him harder into the wall.

"Stop!" Lucifer commands. I turn to him, finally noticing my mother and grandmothers hands trying to pull me away from my father. "You need to calm down" he takes a cautious step towards me and I squeeze my fathers throat harder but before I can react, lucifer has me on the floor.

He hit me?

"Kiah I didn't mean to, I had to, you need to calm down" he says and right on time the rest of my family floods into my room. With them chanting something to my mom and her voice coming back.

All I want is to be alone! Why can't they get that. Well fine since they won't leave, I'll kill them. I start to feel heat all around me, with the smell of smoke enveloping me. "Get out" I say as calm as I can. I hear them start chanting and just like my mom, I flip my hand and the whole family is mute. I look down to find fire but its not burning me, its just hot.

"Kiah y-" Lucifer starts but I hold up my hand.

"All I want is to be left alone, I want everyone to leave me in peace, I have no business with you. You have hurt me enough. You got what you wanted so leave" I crawl back into bed but before I reach the pillow I'm thrown onto the floor.

I look up to find my father hovering over me with yellow eyes. "You will obey us and stop with this tantrum!" His voice booms throughout the house. I'm so tired of this, why won't they listen?. I never get what I want. And he started this!.