This Damn Love

Part-44: A little closer than before

A/N: A small update!💜

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Taehyung's lips find their way down to Jin's jaw enclosing the skin between his teeth and nibbling before sucking on that spot. Then his lips travel down the jaw towards his neckline. In a swift motion, he unbuttons Jin's first two buttons of his shirt and tugging it down a bit along with his suit to reveal the honey dipped skin of his lover.

Jin tilts his head to the other side, permitting more access to Taehyung as he continues sucking bite marks into his clear unblemished skin now turned into a pool of hickies.

As he feels something poking at his thighs and realisation hits Jin, he pulls back a little, creating a safe distance between them. Taehyung glances, confused at the sudden resistance. But Jin's eyes are cast downwards. He follows Jin's gaze to find it stuck to his very noticeable bulge down there. He can feel Jin extremely fidgety and biting his lips out of nervousness.

Taehyung chuckles as he connects their forehead after pressing his lips softly against the exposed forehead of his lover.

"Can't help it.. sorry." He whispers against Jin's lips as they stay connected with their forehead close.

Jin's cheeks which are already a deeper shade of red feel at ease but the hot breath fanning over his lips is too much to handle. "N-no Tae.. It's just- I want to tell you something."

Tae nods with concern latched into his face but he masks it well, not to let Jin get affected by it. He can see something is bothering Jin. However he has a hunch what it could be.

"I know it's unavoidable. This-" Jin points towards Tae's crotch which still has a noticeable tent. "But I don't want to do it before marriage. I want to remain a v-virgin before my wedding, you know."

Jin finally looks up to find Tae with an unreadable expression. He panicked, already cursing himself mentally for upsetting his lover. Yet what could he do? He needed to voice out his thoughts. He is not against the idea of having sex but there's little voice inside him that screams him not to go all the way before he is prepared to take responsibility with the same man.

Taehyung must have his needs too but if decides he can't wait until they get married(which is a talk of the future) then they have to break-

"Gosh Jin, you scared me there. Is this your only wish? Cause I'm glad you shared it with me beforehand." Taehyung smiles while Jin looks up with wide eyes.

"So y-you a-are not going to b-break- up-"

"Silly." Taehyung grins, bringing his hands to adjust Jin's loosen shirt around his shoulder and buttoning it back. He makes sure Jin looks presentable before adding.

"Look, I don't have any problem waiting for you. Even if it takes years for us to be tangled in a fluffy bedsheet naked and clingy; I don't care. I am willing to wait for the moment. I won't force you for something you don't want until you give me your permission. If you want us to be limited to kisses only, I will respect your boundaries."

Jin's heart swells in pride hearing Taehyung. Just how lucky he could get?

He decides to give Tae a little liberty. "I know it's painful, so I can help you-"

"Nope, I can take care of it later. You don't have to if you're not comfortable." Taehyung adjusts his satin pant a little as he reassures Jin with a smile, followed by a wink.

Jin rolls his eyes trying to convey the message but Taehyung is busy being nice and understanding.

"WAIT!!!!" Tae's eyes widen once again as he locks it with Jin, finally getting what the latter has told him just seconds ago.