jar of hearts (a poetry story)

12:31 am

i said i wasn't going to carry you anymore,
but your jar of every piece you ripped from me is getting full

you're all around the world,
doing what you love

when i am here,
stuck trying to figure out what to do next

i don't want you anymore,
but seeing you with others tears me apart

seeing you smile,
makes my heart ache

you broke all your promises,
and i'm still here waiting for you to come home when i know you won't

it's getting cold outside,
you know what time it is,

you know what season it is

memories of you floods,
tonight

12:31 am,

i feel like i am drowning