jar of hearts (a poetry story)

someone else

i never thought i never feel the way i feel about you ever again

after all that mean shit,
my heart sunk a little when i found out you have someone

you're 6 hours away from me,
and i just wish you would have given me a chance instead of all these years of bullshit

with your past lover,
and
your friends

i still wish you can talk,
but it seems you're in someone else's arms

i watched you,
watch want others

but me,
when i questioned myself

"what did i do"
"what do they have that i don't"

i'm a girl,
just a girl

and i am pretty,

i get told a lot

but i figured maybe since we both thought we were cute maybe we can keep talking

when it wasn't me that you wanted,

when i wished one day,

you'd change your mind

i won't forget about you

but

i also won't forget the things you texted me
and
how that made me feel

when people were in my ear about you,
and it wasn't good things either

till next time i guess