Married To A Monster (Completed)

Epilogue 2

“Mahal na din kita”

Bigla akong nanigas dahil sa sinabi niya. Unable to speak, unable to move. My body froze and my hands trembled.

Shit. Shit. Shit. What the fuck is happening to me?

I felt my heart beat became faster, like I am palpitating but how can I palpitate if I'm not even drinking a fucking coffee?!

What is really happening to me? What is this? I'm confused! Ang gulo, bakit ano itong nararamdaman ko ngayon bakit sobra akong kinakabahan na hindi maintindihan.

She just said that 'mahal na din kita' so what's wrong with that huh?!

Fucking bastard! Fucking psycho! Maybe I should consult a psychiatrist right now because I'm getting insane.

Nang sinabi niya ang katagang iyon ay halos hindi ako patulugin nito buong gabi, dahil magdamag akong nakamulat at paulit-ulit na bumabalik sa isipan ko ang sinabi niyang iyon at may parte parin sa akin ang nag-aalangan pero hindi ko alam dahil mas lalo lang akong naguguluhan sa sarili ko.

Sa bawat araw na nagdaan unti-unti kong nararamdaman na totoo ang pagmamahal sa akin ni Joelorie, she's getting sweeter and lovely day by day and that's when I realized.

I'm falling for her really really hard.

But even though I have an idea what I'm feeling right now, I am still at the middle of confusion because I'm still doubting my love for her.

It's very unfair though that she loves me and I'm still confused even though I'm starting to have feelings for her, it starting to get deeper.

As day goes by, I realized that I am already caged in her arms, no one can tell how much I love my wife. I fell for her and still falling for her day by day. Our love became stronger, my love for her became my greatest weakness and I didn't mind it at all because what matter the most is that I love her.

I love my wife.

When the day came that I already planned to start a new life with her, planned a real wedding without any contract was also the day that she found out who I am, and who I was.

I also found out that my disgusting father was here trying to find and kill me, and if he'll find out about Joelorie he will going to hurt her and I will never ever let him touch and hurt my wife.

I planned on how I will protect my wife and it seems destiny was on my side.

Bigla akong natigilan ng makita kong nakabukas ang pintuan na pilit kung pinagbabawal na buksan dahil nandun ang babaeng kaibigan ni Gwyne, si Femie. I took her because she was the one who spread the fake news about my wedding, she's so angry at me that she did all those things. I also found out that she's a daughter of a drug addict and her whole family is using marijuana and cocaine. They're also using children to sell their fucking drugs.

That's why I took her and locked her in that room. I'm also planning to kill her one day but I guess this day came. It wasn't so perfect.

I lied to her, to my wife. Pinagsalitaan ko siya ng masasakit na salita na sobrang pinagsisihan ko dahil sobra ko siyang nasasaktan. When I saw her tears, God knows how much I want to hug and kiss her that night, and how much I want to take back all the words I've said.

I keep saying sorry in my mind, I keep on cursing myself because how jerk I was.

I pushed her away, and it hurt me so much to see her crying and hurting because of me even though the last thing I want to do is to hurt her. 

Mas doble ang sakit sa akin noong tinutukan ko siya ng baril, at hindi niya ako pinigilan dahil idiniin pa niya talaga ang baril sa noo niya. I'm fucking trembling but I'm still trying to act cold as I could but because I am weak infront of her...