Jema's POV
I was confused.. and my tears hindi padin natigil becoz of the guilt I felt earlier. I was overwhelmed with Ella's confession... and about Mike's cheating issue. Feeling ko.. hindi lang sya okay kaya nya nasasabi ang lahat ng to ngayon.. after what happened to her and Mike. Ella was just hurting.
"I am sorry pero wag mo sana ako gamitin la to take revenge on Mike.. alam ko na naging marupok ako.. but.. I don't want you to use me and do this to me to get over him" I said to her and the feeling of being used
"No.. I am not using you Je.. this is the real me.. I had a lot of thought about it.. and.. Mike is right.. Kaya siguro.. Kaya siguro.. I can't easily give myself to him and.. Even.. a kiss. kahit ang tagal na namin.. Mike only had a chance to kiss me on my check.. I told him that.. its good to have all our first after the wedding.. Mike did try.. but I insisted.. I just realized why.... and... all of my first. was.. with you.." Ella said and I still can't believe what I am hearing now.
"La.." Jema said
"Nung umalis ka.. I was devasted that you left without saying anything.. I thought.. the pain I felt just becoz you are my bestfriend who left without talking to me.. I was confused that time that I don't know how to react with your confession. Kasi bago saken.. and I thought.. you were into boys.. but Je.. It was you.. and still you.. You fell first but.. I fell harder that.. I never had the chance to tell you the truth of what I felt... ayaw ko masaktan si Mike and I did love Mike... kaya nung nag propose sya.. nag yes padin ako... until you came back.. then I was confused again.. but destiny help me decide and give me this chance of a lifetime that I can't.. let it slip away this time.. pero.. huli na ata ako.. you already moved on.. and Meg... is your new home... I love you Je.... I did love you.. since then.. " Tumulo na luha ni Ella at yumuko na sya and she cried.
Hinawakan ko ang baba nya at inaangat to look at me straight.
"la.. you are hurt right now.. balik ka pag okay kana and sure kana.. antayin kita... ang whatever your decision at least sure ka at nasa tamang pag iisip kana.... tatanggapin ko.. " I said to her and I cried na din looking at her with all the thoughts on her head and ako nasasaktan for her.
" I love you La.. antayin kita" I said to her and we hugged each other.
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