Jema's POV
Hindi umuwe si Ella that night. I waited for her and hindi na ako nakatulog until nag umaga. Hindi din sya sumagot sa tawag at text ko.
I fell asleep sa may couch and after a few hours naailimpungatan ako and I saw Ella sitting on the floor sa may corner and was staring at me.
"love..." bumangon ako agad at nilapitan sya
"love...bakit hindi ka umuwe love..?" hinawakan ko both her checks and I looked at her pero iniwas nya ang ulo nya.
"love... hindi kaba talaga naniniwala saken?" hindi sya sumagot.
"mas naniniwala kaba sa kanila love?? I asked her again at hindi padin sya sumagot.
"I love you love... i never thought.. that after what weve been through... you still doubted me.. looked at me..." I said to her and she looked at me... then hinawakan ni Ella and kamay ko she then push me to the couch and roughly kissed me
"la.. nasasak.." she continue roughly kissing me
"Did Meg did this to you last night???.." she roughly kissing my neck and aggressively raised my shirt
"nasasaktan ako la..." Ella kissed me again and tumulo na lalo luha ko... I pushed her hard at nahulog sya sa couch. Inayos ko sarili ko.
"mas magaling ba sya saken?????!!!!" Ella said and I slapped her hard.
"love... all I wanted was you and only you.. I never allowed anyone to touch me.. if you think... i can do that to you..."tumulo padin and luha ko at nasasaktan na ako kasi after all hindi padin talaga ako kilala ni Ella
"if you think kaya ko gawin sayo... then... hindi ko na ipipilit na maniwala ka saken love.. I am sorry for hurting you this much that... I dont know why you believe them rather believe me.. i love you la... but seeing you like that na ayaw na ako erespeto.. I dont think I still can stay with you... I waited for you la... tiniis ko lahat but... how can you do this to me... sa lahat ng tao... ikaw ang huling taong iniisip ko na mag doubt saken... you had me for how many years... but still you did not know who I am" tumayo na ako and pumasok ng room.
i cried hard... everything felt perfect this past few months... but then.. I dont know what happened.
I love her that much that I cant do that to her.
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Safe Haven (Jella Jema and Ella)
FanficIt started since we were kids and growing up with her and having her around became a norm between us. She's my favorite person. I knew everything about her and Slowly how I looked at her changes as we grow older. Though our characters were different...
