A Careless Soul // ghost x reader

Crushing hard.

As the sunset started. Me and Ghost go up on the hill and sit near the edge, it gave us a view of the base and the forest around it.

We sat there for a few, looking at the sunset as ghost looked at me, "Are you cold?" He asked,I glance at him. "Nono, I'm fine. I've handled worse." I reply. Ghost sighs and takes his jacket off. "Your not a very good liar you know that?" He said as she put his jacket around me and sat back down. I chuckled.

After a few minutes, there was just silence. It.. brought me comfort suprisingly, But Ghost spoke up a few seconds later,

"Remember the first time we met?" Ghost asked,

"Mhm.." I replied,

"how we were enemies, and yet Gaz still wanted to take you on the roof to see the sunset that one time." He said chuckling before continuing.

"He'd never done that with anyone before, that meant you had potential, and honestly I believed it. I didn't trust you all that much though." Ghost said. "Understandable." I replied,

"Also.." he said pausing for a few seconds, "Remember when we first shared a dorm, and you talked about having new emotions? And you explained one certain feeling?" He asked,

Oh god I think I know what he's talking about.

I award my chuckled, I felt my cheeks heating up. "Yeah.. the feeling that gets my stomach feeling weird.. my heart racing." I said, "And.. what's crazy is that.. that emotion is the only one I still don't understand." I said giggling.

He chuckled in response. "Well, after these what? 3 years you've been here. I've been feeling that the same feeling. But.. I don't understand it. " He said.

"..Wait.. Really?" I asked, this was.. out of character for him. I mean.. we have gotten closer but... My cheeks begin to heat up. Nono.. I can't be feeling this..

"I'm gonna sound weak or fragile saying this.. I hate myself for opening up to you, I.. I feel like it goes against how I was like.. programmed." I say looking at the sunset.

I then turn back to him, "I only feel this feeling with you.. Gaz told me it might be.." I look away. My heart is beating way to fast..

ugh y/n shut up what am I doing?!

God what is this feeling.

"A crush?" Ghost asked.

My heart skipped a beat, "..Yeah." I said.

He chuckled, god.. I hated that I loved that laugh.

"So.." he chuckled again, "So you got a crush on me?" He asked.

I looked at him, "I think?.. I-.." I sighed. "Although all those sessions with Vi, and just feeling all these new emotions. We never got to the topic on love." I said.

"Don't worry, I told you that you could do it. That you could feel. And look at you now. Over the 3 years, you've progressed so much. And nothing can ever change that." He said putting his hand on my shoulder, I flinched.

"Forgot we haven't worked on that." He said slowly taking his hand away.

I chuckled. "It's fine. I'll work on it." I said. We held eye contact for few seconds before looking back at the sunset.

I .. felt comfort. I felt safe. For the first time ever since I got here. I don't want to though.. I don't want to.. get hurt.

We talked about life. We talked about it our past, every detail. How his mother was killed and his father.. well he hasn't heard. And how my parents were .. well out of the picture. We both stood silent and listened to the other while the other spoke, some tears were shed. But that was okay.. we were opening up.

I soon felt.. hope. I should be able to feel this. I should let myself.. feel.

The sunset soon reached its peak, the skies orange,yellow and some going into blue.

   
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     Simon soon spoke. It looked like it was about to do something?

"You know what..-.. ugh, I can't believe I'm doing this." Ghost saids,

What is he doing?

His hands go up to his face.. what is he-..

?!

|| this was the second to last chapter, but don't worry, you'll see great news next chapter||

And oh! Someone dies! Hehe bye <3 !