Don't leave...We need you (5SOS Ashton Irwin) *COMPLETED, EDITING*

6: "You didn't?"..."I do"...

6: "You didn't?"..."I do"...

Lola left straight after she came out of her '7 minutes in heaven' with Luke. When we told her what Calum said she was not happy. She just burst out the door. Maybe shes not as nice as I first thought!

After the little 'drama', Ashton decided we played 'Derpball' thinking it sounded like fun I agreed. Little did I know that it involved a giant ball and thrusting. Trust me it was like being in a very awkward heaven. With my crush there thrusting I couldn't stop staring at him but I know Luke noticed more than once!

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I jolt awake. I am suddenly aware of being asleep on the Sofa with Michael in the armchair and both Luke and Ashton asleep on the floor, Lola left after we told her what Calum said. I am also aware of the huge thunder storm outside. I shiver in fear pulling the blankets around me, trying to protect myself from the memory...

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"You will stay out here now until this storm is over, this is your punishment" He snarls at me,

I nod my head before watching him go inside and locking the door.

I shiver in the cold and cry and cry wanting anyone to come and get me from this hell hole. I sob and sob. I see my life flash before my eyes just before I see Luke running towards me, frantic.

He hugs me and I grip onto him for dear life.

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I pull myself back to the present realising I had tears running down my face and was now sobbing.

"Becca is that you?" Someone whispers from the floor.

"Yeah" I whisper back still crying.

With that someone gets up of the floor and walks towards me. Judging by their height its Ashton. Great I haven't spoken to him since before the lap dance.

"Hey" He says coming to lay down next to me on the sofa.

He wraps his arms around me, and I snuggle into his bare chest.

"Shhhh why are you crying babe" He asks me.

"Memories" I whisper.

"So its not the storm" He asks me.

"It is" I reply.

"Baby you can tell me?" Ashton says.

Ahh he called me baby. "Can we just cuddle" I ask not wanting to tell him.

"We are aren't we? and you can tell me seriously I promise I won't judge!"

"Ok, but maybe we should go somewhere else its a long story and I don't want to wake the others" I whisper loud enough for him to hear. I don't really know why I was so willing.

"Where do you suggest?" He asks. I pull him off the couch and upstairs to my room. I sit on the bed and he sits beside me.

That is the first time I have ever told my whole life story. To anyone. Ever. Well almost my whole life story.

"It started eight years ago I was 8 and Luke was 10. Our Dad started drinking a lot and used to come home drunk demanding my Mum to do... things. I suspect he was on drugs as well. Mum did as she was told for a few months. Then she stuck up for herself once and told him no. Me and Luke heard the arguing from upstairs. I went into Lukes room and he always used to comfort me and I used to sleep in there with him. The arguing went on for months on end then suddenly we used to hear these noises. Sounds of things being knocked over and people being hit. Me and Luke were too young to know it was our Dad abusing our Mum but looking back it was obvious, she always had lots of bruises and cuts but she always used to say it was from working at the stables.-"