Don't leave...We need you (5SOS Ashton Irwin) *COMPLETED, EDITING*

28: The Real Becca

28: The Real Becca

*Pic of Evie at the side :-). @Kyla1Dcs got the question right first. The answer is that his hair used to be galaxy purple / bronze, it is now blondey white. @SamSchramm, @ashtonixwin & @MitchiLovesMusic also got it right*

"Becca-" Ashton stops. I gaze into his eyes tears streaming down my face.

He doesn't even know how much he has helped me, how much I need him.

"I can't do it without you" I whisper.

Guilt crosses through his eyes.

"But how can I trust you?"

To this I have no answer. How exactly can Ashton trust me?

"Becca what you have to understand is I can't just let this go, you kissed him back so how do I trust you now? How do I know you will be faithful, babe I need to think about it" Ashton leans forward and places a kiss on my forehead, drops my hands and just walks away. I am left staring at the place where he was sitting with tears streaming down my face.

Suddenly I no longer have control of my body and somehow I find my feet. I leave the tour bus, what just happened hasn't quite sunk in. I walk out of the underground depo and security let me out of the gates.

I am now faced with the fans. The 1D fans ignore me not knowing who I am but the 5SOS fans....

'Your a bitch'

'What a dirty whore'

'Why would Ashton even like that thing'

And then there's one I hear but I can't see who the voice came from.

'Don't listen to them babe, your gorgeous, their just jealous there is obviously a reason Ashton loves you'

Again the mention of Ashton brings more tears.

My vision blurred I begin to walk away from the fans. Ashton may have loved but he doesn't anymore. As I realise this suddenly I am I the road and cars are dodging me but one, one doesn't dodge. I am knocked backwards.

Time stands still as someone rushes towards me.

"Oh my gosh are you alright why did you just do that?" Its the girl who said the nice comment to me before.

"Why did you walk out in the road like that?" Shes trying to get a response out of me.

"Because I can't live like this, I don't care anymore" I whisper before closing my eyes hoping that I may just die here, now, quicker and faster.

*****

I wake up with my neck twisted at a weird angle against someone's chest. I adjust it to make it more comfortable.

"Becca? Becca oh my gosh Becca" I try to open my eyes hoping against all hopes that the voice belongs to Ashton.

My eyes snap open to reveal blue eyes blonde hair.

"Luke" I gasp. He smiles at me.

"Are you alright?"

Before I have a chance to answer I am in someone elses arms. He is sobbing.

"Oh god I'm sorry this is all my fault!"

I am so confused. My vision keeps blurring and I can't focus properly.

The temperature changes and suddenly we are inside but before I know it I am under once again.

*****

I groan and stretch my arms above my head. This causes pain and I wince.

"Woah careful there"

I am adjusted on someone's lap. I open my eyes and squint in the light. My heart stops when I see who I am laying on. I almost fall over trying to scramble of his knee. I shouldn't be on his lap, he doesn't love me he probably never did.