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Mama came to my room
And she cried on my shoulder
As if she was the daughter (here)

She told me "I'm worried,
Don't do anything stupid"
Well let me confess this

Mama I'm worried too
Don't make me worry for two
I don't need you to show me
That something's wrong inside me

'Cause my eyes perfectly see
And my body surely feels
That it's a cupboard that's filled
With all my monsters and fiends

Papa came to my room
Told me we needed to talk
But words are stuck in my throat (I choke, choke, choke)

Now who will be next?
Siblings, friends over text?
Just leave me with my meds

Oh papa I'm worried too
Don't make me worry for two
I don't need you to show me
That something's wrong inside me

'Cause my eyes perfectly see
And my body surely feels
That it's a cupboard that's filled
With all my monsters and fiends

I don't know what I'm doing with my life
I don't know what I'm doing with my love
I don't know what I'm doing with my friends
I don't know what I'm doing with myself
I don't know what I'm doing with my goals
I don't know why but I can feel them go
I don't know what I'm doing with my dreams
I don't know why they slowly disappear

Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone

2024, November 2nd

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