Love For Me

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And I used to say
Say that it was okay
If they didn't like me
Liking them was enough for me to be happy

They were being fed
Fed on soul, fed on care
Turned love into a feast
Starving myself so they could be chomping like beasts

And for the longest time I thought
Maybe I'm not meant to be loved
If it's not the right lifetime
Why would I give what's mine?

'Cause what if I can't love anymore?
What if the ones I loved before
Had taken it all?
Had taken it all?
What if all that's left in me
Is a heart drained from the giving?
Will I still have some,
Will I still have some,
Some love left for me?

It's always the same
Pattern repeats itself
Heart ends up on the floor
Can't love people who don't love me back, anymore

And for the longest time I thought
Maybe I'm not meant to be loved
If it's not the right lifetime
Why would I give what's mine?

'Cause what if I can't love anymore?
What if the ones I loved before
Had taken it all?
Had taken it all?
What if all that's left in me
Is a heart drained from the giving?
Will I still have some,
Will I still have some,
Some love left for me?

And I'm trying to be
Enough for myself
Trying to put my love
In the right place
But being your only one,
It gets lonely sometimes
Still wish someone would give me
What I kept handing out

2024, January 24th-26th

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