Chapter Fourteen: Everything Has Changed
Nasa may gate na kami nun ni kuya. Si kasi pabayan. Ako naman, isang sakay lang bago makauwi. In short, magkaiba yung ways namin. Kaya hanggang dito nalang kami.
“Kuya, dito na yung jeep. Ingat ka pag-uwi ha?”
“Ah, osige. Salamat sa oras mo.Ingat ka rin.”
“Sige sige.”
Pasakay na sana ako ng jeep pero hinila niya ako at bumulong. Those words tickled my ears because of its gentleness. It also stucked on my mind and repeated for several times…
“I enjoyed this day as much as I enjoyed seeing you smile. Thank you.”
Dugdug.
Pagpanik ko ng sasakyan, nakahawak pala ako sa tenga ko. At nakatingin sa direksyon niya. Pinagtitinginan ako ng tao! Grabe! Nun ko lang narealize na mukha pala akong hinugutan ng hikaw sa tenga sa reaksyon ng mukha ko at sa lalaking tumakbo kamakailan lang. WOW ANG LALIM NUNG ‘kamakailan’!
So ayun. Ayokong maging center of attraction kasi hindi ako mansanas ng mata. Kaya binaba ko na yung kamay ko ay ngumiti sa kanila. Hihi. Ganda ko.
Biglang tumugtog sa jeep yung hindi ko inaasahang kanta..
The song says it all.
All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
Paggising ko kaninang umaga, alam ko, alam ko sa sarili ko may iba,may bago, na kamakailan ko lang rin nalaman sa sarili ko.
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you
I know matagal na kitang kilala. Alam ko almost 1 year narin siguro,kasi August na. Pero hindi yun sapat. Gusto ko pang kilalanin yung mas deep na ikaw. Yung lahat ng bagay tungkol sayo. Oo kahit gano katagal. Pero paano nga ba tayo dumating sa ganitong point? Never ko nga tong inexpect eh.
Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
Isang hello? Actually, ang pangit nga ng unang pagkakakilala natin eh. Nakatulala pa ako sayo at nilalait-lait pa kita non. Nalaman ko yung pangalan mo, dahil kay Kuya Clarenz, and poof! Friends>Textmates> CRUSH. Dahil sa isang pangalan, isang tao, nag-iba ang lahat.
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
And all my walls stood tall painted blue
But i'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
Gagawin ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko, makilala lang kita. Nagpapasalamat nga rin ako eh, kasi walang third party. At alam ng lahat na crush natin ang isa’t isa. Ay hindi. AKO lang pala.
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies the beautiful kind
Making up for lost time, taking flight, making me feel like
Butterflies in my stomach? Ilang beses mo na nga bang pinaramdam sakin yun? Ngiti mo palang solve na ko eh, yung efforts at yung mga sinasabi mo pa? Thankyou. Ang tagal kong di nakaramdam ng ganito. Salamat, naramdaman ko, special ako. At may dahilan ako para mabuhay, ang pasayahin ka.
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you
Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like i've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind
Bakit kaba tumakbo? Ayaw mo bang makita yung reaksyon ko kanina? Sige okay narin yun. Pero alam mo ba? Namimiss na kita agad. Gusto ko nang mag bukas, para makasama ka. Kahit ngayong intrams lang. Crush mo ko diba? Dapat ko na bang sabihin sayo na mutual?
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you
Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is he held the door
You'll be mine and i'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
Magiging akin ka kaya? Hay, Oo na, masyado pang maaga. Pero sana. Dumating yung araw na matatawag kitang, ‘Akin.’
All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, i'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
Siguro nga binigay ka sakin ni Lord, para maramdaman kong may importansya ako sa munda. Isa kang malaking biyaya na simula sa araw na to, ipagpapasalamat ko sa Kanya.
“Manong para ho.”
Sakto yung kanta. Saktong sakto sa nararamdaman ko.
Sana masabi ko rin sayo to.
Sana masabi ko rin sayong..
Gusto kita. Gustong-gusto kita..
BINABASA MO ANG
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