Chapter 9

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⏩Luke

Well it official. I'm a complete idiot. Now I lost my chance to be with Lara. Thanks Bree for putting me in the spotlight.. Thanks Luke for being an idiot and going along with Bree. Thanks Luke for being so sexy.... Okay I honestly don't know why I thought that. But hey, its true.

Oh god.

What the hell is wrong with me?

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⏩Lara

I lay head back against the seat as we drive in silence. I know five things right now.

1. I had feelings for Luke

2. Luke is a player, and doesn't want me...

3. He's pretending to like me to break my heart

4. He's a good kisser (don't judge me)

5. Noah's back

I honestly don't know what to do? Damnit. Well first of y'all I need the boys out of my house. We'll do the CoD thing later on. I just need to be alone right now.

I was thinking about the city lights and the people on the streets as we drove by buty phone started to sing 'if you can't hang' my dads ringtone. Honestly I don't know why thats his ringtone. He chose it, not me

"Hey dad" I said answering

"Hey baby girl. I have bad news" he said

"What?"

"I'm gonna be gone longer than I expected. I don't know how long, but I'll call you when I'm coming home, okay?" He said sounding stressed

"That's fine dad, "

"You can use my car until I get back okay?"

"Thanks"

"I'm so glad your so understanding, stay safe love" he said then hung up. I sighed and put my phone in my lap. If only he knew, I was anything but safe right now. Not safe from Noah. And not safe from myself.

"Everything okay?" He asked breaking the silence

"No" I said as we parked at my house.

"You can talk to Me" he said getting out the car.

"Well I don't want to. Put the guns and stuff in my garage. I don't want them to see any of it" I said harshly carrying the food stuff in my hand and walking through the door.

"Hey guys, Uhh. I'm sorry but I need to be alone" I said looking down

"Why" Ashton asked

"Just go please.

"Let's go guys, I'm pretty sure she want to be alone with Luke" Michael said wriggling his eyebrows

"Leave. Now." I said getting pissed

"Alright, Alright we're leaving
See you at school tomorrow?" Cal asked as everyone got up

"I don't know" I said leaning up against the wall feeling a tear escape. The feelings inside are eating me out. And I can't deal with it much longer.. Please hurry and leave

"You sure you want us to go?" Ashton asked as they walked throughy front door going outside

"Yes" I said gripping the door

"Well text me if you need anything" he said

"Okay." I said about to close the door. But someone opened it forcefully.

"Lara please let me explain" Luke begged

"There's nothing to explain" I said no emotion in my voice

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