⏩ Hold Me ⏪

Chapter 12

⏩Luke

I'll admit it, that felt horrible. Seeing her have a Panic attack and not being able to hold her. I saw Michael pick her up before we left to my house for a intense make out session. But kissing Bree didn't feel right, it felt disgusting. But she didn't need to know that.

It sucks knowing that you totally just fucked up the small chance of being forgiven and giving a second chance. But that's put behind me, no point in being upset about something that a not gonna happen.

At least that's what I tell my self.

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⏩Lara

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock going off, I groaned and was about to turn it off but someone else already had. Making me realize I was in someones arms. I looked up and saw purple hair Michael.

"Good morning Lara" he said giving me a squeeze

"Hi Michael" I said looking up at him. His arm was was around my waist so I couldn't get up.

"Ughhh school" he groaned and rolled over, relieving me to get up

"You spent the night?" I asked stretching

"You kept crying and screaming in your sleep, the only way to calm you down was for me to rub your back and tell you you'll be okay. At some point you finally calmed down, but I was comfortable. So I stayed" he explained. I felt my heart tug at a memory of Noah doing the same thing as I grabbed my clothes for the day. Which was a white dress that was a few inches above my knees, a black Infinity scarf and my black wedges.

"Thanks you so much Michael, I don't know how I could repay you."

"I got two things that I want" he said immediately after I said that, I swear he was thinking about in this already

"What?"

"First while your in the shower, let me take your car to my house so I can get me different clothes. Second, give me an all day excuses today so I can be In your class." He said I didn't find them to bad so I agreed. He left as I turned on the shower and was about to plug my phone up to the speaker when realized I had a text.

Lucifer:
Be at school today, or else.

I felt my heart quicken, wondering what he wanted me at school for And what "or else" meant. I honestly don't want to go to school. But I have to go. I'm a goddamn teacher for a fucking month.

I felt tear rim my eyes as the itching returned on my wrist. This time I didn't fight it. I had left my little box in the bathroom from last time so as they shower went on causing steam to build up, I had my blade.

1 cut, 2cuts, 3cuts, 4 cuts, after that I didn't count I just wanted the pain to be gone. But before I could do any more I heard a knock.

"You okay Lara?" Micheal asked

"Yeah, I'll be out in a sec. Help your self in the kitchen and the living room." I yelled getting up and putting everything away., not wanting him to come in there and be disappointed.

I took a deep breath and slowly walked in the shower to feel the burning sensation on my wrist, watching the blood go down the drain. I washed off and got out quickly, not wanting to make Michael worry. He really is the best Best friend a girl could have.

I got dressed, did my make up, and my hair in a matter of seven minutes. Considering I only did eye liner and mascara. I wore my hair its natural small waves. I need to dye it again.