We Will Survive (old Magcon)

15

~Blairs pov~

"Hey Nash can we talk",I said knocking on his door.

"Sure".

I walked over and sat on his bed.

"What's up sis",he said.

"Well Matt told me about the little talk you had with him",I spoke slowly.

Nash stood up looking angry, "He talked to you even after I told him not to",he yelled.

"Nash calm down and let me finish",I said.

He rolled his eyes before sitting back down.

"Why don't you want Matt and I together",I asked.

"Because he'll hurt you",he answered stubbornly.

"We both know that's not true. What's the real reason",I said.

"I just don't want you around him",he shouted.

"Why",I asked.

He looked down not answering me.

"Nash, why?",I asked sternly.

"Because I want you to depend on me. If you're with him then you won't need me for safety, and without that I have no point here",he yelled.

It broke my heart that he felt that way.

"That's not true, you're my brother. It has been you and me since day one and nobody can break that",I told him.

Nash looked over at me as his face expression softened, "I know that, and I shouldn't have over reacted. It's just that I want to keep you safe ",Nash said.

"Noting is going to change,I'll always need you Nash".

"I love you Blair",he smiled lightly.

"I love you too Nash".

The room fell silent.

"Soooo you're letting me be with Matt now right",I asked sweetly.

"Yeah I guess so",he chuckled.

I felt excitement rush through me. "Yay thanks Nash",I said hugging him.

"Gosh we're in the apocalypse and I still have to deal with this boyfriend crap",Nash joked.

I laughed lightly before getting serious again.

"So there's still one more thing I need to talk to you about",I said.

"Ugh what is it",Nash whined.

"Well I really think you should hear Cameron out and tal",I said before Nash interrupted,
"Blair, you're pushing it",Nash said sternly.

"Okay I'll leave",I said putting my hands up in defense.

I hopped down the stairs to go find Matt.

It didn't take long for me to find him talking to jc in the living room.

"Hey guys what are you talking about",I said walking up to them.

"You",Matt laughed.

"Oh, can I ask why",I said awkwardly.

"Well I talked to Kian today about how you want to be with Matt and he's not happy about it", jc said.

"Yeah he can't seem to just get over it like jc did", Matt added.

"I'll go and try to talk to him again maybe he's cooled down a bit",jc said before heading to Kians room.

Matt sighed,"I feel like everything is going wrong".

I smiled,"Not everything, I talked to Nash a minute ago and convinced him to let us be together",I said.

Matt smiled, "Does this mean we're like official",matt asked.

"If that's what you want",I said.

"Of course that's what I want, is that what you want",Matt asked.

"No I just talked to Nash about us being together because I was board",I answered sarcastically.

Matt shook his head and laughed before hugging me.

    ~Johnsons pov~

My life right now is now completely worthless, I want to be strong but it's hard to when there's thoughts in my head asking why I'm still even here.

I decided to go and walk around for the first time at the new place.

I walked up and sidewalk trying to clear my mind but it's didn't work. These horrible thoughts wouldn't leave my mind. I broke down right there on the sidewalk.

"Hey are you okay",I heard.

I looked up and saw Blair.

"Please just leave me alone",I cried.

"I want to help you",she said sitting next to me.

I rolled my eyes,"Like you helped Jack",I said crying into my hands.

It was quiet after that, I looked up at her to see tears in her eyes.

"Stop blaming everyone for that",she shouted.

I rolled my eyes turning the other way.

"Listen Johnson I'm sorry about what happened to jack, I really am. But it's not Nash's fault, it's not my fault, it's nobody's fault but those men. We want to be there for you but you're not letting us",she said.

I sat there for several minutes thinking before I felt quilt rush though me.

"Now I feel like a douche",I said.

Blair sighed, "You shouldn't, It's easy to accuse when you're hurt",she said.

"Well I'm still sorry, you're like family to me and I turned on you",I apologized.

"Don't worry about it, are you going to come downstairs and actually eat with us tonight",she asked hopeful.

"Yeah why not",I shrugged.

"Yay I'll see you tonight",she said before getting up and walking to the house.

I know that it's going to take time for me to be happy again but at least tonight will be a start.