We Will Survive (old Magcon)

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~Matts pov~

I didn't want to break up with Blair , It's just that when she came to apologize I was still so mad and I couldn't control my self.

I felt dead on the inside, my heart was aching and I knew it was only going to get worse.

"Hey man",kian said plopping next to me.

I put on a smile and turned to him, "hey, where's jc",I asked.

Kian pointed to front of the bus,

"He's driving",he said blankly.

"Well then where's Cameron",I questioned.

Kian leaned back in the seat, "I don't know, somewhere back there",he said casually.

I looked over the back of my seat and quickly spotted him.

Suddenly my heart started beating fast when I noticed who was next to him.

Cameron had his arm wrapped around Blair and I noticed she was crying. All I could do after that is pray she wasn't crying because of me.

"Hey you good Matt",Kian said shaking my shoulder.

I turned back around and sunk into my seat. "No",I said truthfully.

Kian tuned around to see what I was looking then seconds later turned back to me "Oh I see",he said catching on.

"Yeah but it doesn't matter anyways, she can be with who ever she wants. It's not like she's mine anymore",I said.

Suddenly another voice
came from behind me. "Is Blair still mad at us, because she's siting with Cameron", Nash said whispering.

I sighed, "No she's just mad at me".

"What",Nash said confused.

"She tried to apologize, and I broke up with her. I feel like an idiot. If you want to hit me
I'm  completely fine with that, I would hit me too".

Nash sighed, "I'm not going to hit you, we can fix this", he said.

"No Nash we really can't",I whispered/yelled.

"We can and we will",he said before walking back to his seat.

        ~Johnson's pov~

Isabella was sleeping and I was left bored. I looked down by my feet and saw two bags that I had been carrying around.

One of them is mine, and the other one was jacks. I've kept up with it because it's the only thing I have left of him.

I sighed before picking it up off the floor. I've never really opened it because I figured it was just cloths and empty water bottles but I suddenly felt the urge to look inside of it.

I unzipped it and saw a few random shirts of his just like I expected to. I dug though some random pockets and eventually  came across a picture.

It was of me and him, we looked about 7.

I small smile formed on my face knowing that he kept a picture of us in his bag.

But my smile faded when I realized that he's was gone and I can never tell him how much it meant to me when we found the picture.

I felt like the world stopped around me, I couldn't take my eyes off the the photo. "Johnson are you okay",I heard Isabellas worried voice.

I snapped back to reality and immediately noticed that that I was crying.

I quickly wiped away my tears, "Yeah yeah I'm fine",I said with a smile.

Isabella gave me an unconvinced look, "Don't hide your feelings from me",she said.

I nodded and handed her the picture, "I found this".

She looked at if for a second, "Is that the guy you were telling me about",she asked.

I smiled lightly, "Yup that's him".

"I'm so sorry",she said sadly.

I moved over and wrapped my arms around her, "Just forget about it", I said knowing that if I talked about him anymore I would cry again.

"Well just know that I'm always here for you",she told me.

I smiled down at her and she looked up at me. As I was looking at her I realized something.

Jack wouldn't want me to be upset over him.

He would want me to be happy.

So that's what I'm going to do.

I'm ready to let go.