Therapist's therapy

Arianna thinks of Love

Arianna opened her eyes to blinding lights. As expected of the gate of heaven. She didn't believe someone like her made it here but she wanted to run in before someone asked her what she was doing here. When she tried to move she found out she couldn't, then the blinds pulled shut and she couldn't see anything at all. As expected, she didn't belong there after all she never reverend God.
"Arianna can you hear me? Are you awake?" That's didn't sound like an angel, it sounded too familiar.
Arianna tried to speak up and explain her life time but she couldn't move even at lips only the tip of her finger.
"Woah it moved! Arianna can you hear me? relax you can't move yet. I'll go get the doctor" came the voice again this time unmistakeable. Angel jasper.
Arianna was smart and great with shock so she realized. She had survived the accident. Miraculously. She was in the hospital, unsure where, she could sense she was bandaged all over, her face not an exception that explained why she couldn't see and talk, for the burns definitely. She thought of what she needed to know, how long was she unconscious?,what happened?, who saved her?, who was the first on the scene?.
Jasper was back along with other strange voices two people, a man and a woman. Doctors
"She moved her hands I'm telling you" angel Jasper explained
"That's not possible it has only been a week" that answered Arianna's first question. To ensure Jasper wasn't viewed as an obsessive psychopath Arianna moved her finger again.
"See?" The doctors clearly bewildered began making checked on their machines and on her body. " I'm so glad you are alright"
"We will run a few more test. From her survival, to her quick recovery everything seems like a miracle. You've got yourself a fighter kid" said the doctor undoubtedly to jasper. You've got yourself? Arianna replayed in her mind.
"I heard the news" angel Juliana. She sounded up and about for someone whose company went up in flames not to mention the accident happened few feet away from her office.
"Yes she is awake. Just this morning" Jasper explained again.
"As expected. Someone like her can't die from just that" no. I definitely would have if I was rescued a second later. Arianna replied in her mind. "Glad we could get to her when we did. I mean I was in shock myself but she had just left my office. But the real hero is you Jasper for Saving both of us I could never repay that?"
Although Arianna's questions were getting answered one at a time, more questions arouse. Was the bomb aimed to kill her or scare her? Although that blast suggested the former. How far was the culprit willing to go? A question lingered at the back of her mind although asking it would be in forgivable to the " hero" who saved her life. Coincidence or a plan to gain favor?

Jasper and Julianna had just left they promised to return soon. Jasper rushed home to get a pair of changing cloths he insisted on staying the night over at the hospital to keep her company. Arianna wanted to resist the idea but couldn't, literally. Arianna was about to fall asleep when the commotion outside jerked her awake.
"We are really sorry ma'am you can't see the patient now she needs to rest for a little while"
"You are telling me I can't see my grandmother because she wants to sleep? She had been sleeping for a week that is enough even for hibernation"
"That's not how it works ma'am, it's hospital policy" there were several hasty footsteps coming towards Arianna's room. Most likely the intruder and the nurse chasing after her.
"Mi hija! You crazy child" Arianna's grandmother retired to her side holding firmly to her hands which Arianna shook continuously to acknowledge her excitement to finally hear her grandmothers voice. Her grandmother was string but Arianna hated that she made her worried she hadn't repaid her grandmother for all she had done." It's all my fault what kind of grandmother am I ?" Her grandmother wept. Arianna wanted to assure her grandmother that wasn't the case at all but her fingers couldn't talk. "All because I wanted that stupid autograph you wouldn't have been there" her grandmother explained drenching Arianna's bandage with tears. Arianna hated the situation she couldn't comfort her grandmother and tell her it wasn't at all her fault, tell her that it would have still happened as it did even if she hadn't gone to work that day, but instead, Arianna just drenched her face bandage with tears. She had hurt her grandmother after all.

One benefit of being bandaged all over and unable to move was that Arianna finally had the break she didn't know she needed. She just laid there all day with her thoughts. She connected suspect with mental images and drew lines on the white linen with her now complete moving fingers. When she got bored she thought about what she would want to to look like if she had to get plastic surgery for the burns. But when Julianna informed her one morning that she wouldn't be needing one, she had free time to think of something else. She thought about Jasper and Travis. There were salient things she had purposely ignored because she thought she had no time but this accident proved otherwise. Undoubtedly they cared about her more than they should. It wasn't a daytime romance prolong but anybody looking could see. She thought about what she wanted to do about it what she wanted in case the situation escalated. When it came to romance Arianna's love language was death shouldn't go us path. She wanted someone who would tread the dangerous path along with her that when the time came they will face death hand in hand. Neither of her suitors seemed promising. She was twenty-seven now the age where grandmothers went into frenzy about children Arianna of course didn't care for that but she hated having regrets. She thought of the times spent with Travis then Jasper to see if she could summon some butterflies to ask advice but she felt nothing.
"Arianna?" It's been weeks but this was one voice she hadn't heard. Her family and acquaintances had come and gone several times. She wondered why he hadn't come not like she wanted him to come or anything but she was just curious. Was he alright? Did he have another of his episodes? Arianna always thought when she wasn't making mental maps. Days then weeks she waited giving excuses.
She felt someone take her hands into theirs it was warm just like her grandmother's had been, the person cried as her grandmother had. Arianna was angry, happy, sad and relieved. Her bandages were scheduled to be removed tomorrow but she continued to press the remote that summoned the nurse she wanted to bandage off right now! She wanted to see his face, was he hurt? Did he get into any fights? When tears tinged her eyes she dropped the remote.

Travis you ungrateful wrench where have you been?