Her reason: Bellamy Blake

Chapter 29

Almost there-I'm almost there.

I wince as my eyesight is going dark every few steps.

My face littered with cuts, bruises, and scars.

My side was bruised as well. I think I broke another rib.

I see the cave ahead and don't feel relief. I feel nothing.

"Mel! Oh my gosh, are you ok?" Nate runs towards me and I hold a hand out.

"Is Octavia here?" I ask and he nods. "Inside, are you ok?

" "No" I say and push past him walking inside. I look at Octavia as she looks at me too. I step forward and pull her into a big hug holding her tightly.

She just lost the love of her life. "I'm here, it's ok" I whisper and she stiffens and pulls back.

"I thought you died? You whe-he held the gun to your head "

"Couldn't kill one of the few doctors with the people watching" I say.

"Are you ok?" Kane asks, walking over and putting a hand on my shoulder. I just nod. I don't want to talk. I want to find somewhere and lie down and pretend I didn't just watch my best friend die, that I didn't just kill my father.

"You're covered in blood," He says.

"Obstute observation Kane" I say sarcastically.

"It's not mine" After a second of silence I finished. "Well not all of it"

"We need to get you a doctor "Harper says and I stare her down.

"I am a doctor, I don't need help, I'm fine. What we need to do is figure out how we are going to kill Pike" I say sharply and Octavia nods.

"We aren't killing him" Kane says and I quickly turn to him glaring. "Why not?" I ask lowly. "We need him so we can save our people"

"I'm killing him" I mutter. "Whether you like it or not, we can deliver his dead body to the grounders, how about that?" He gives me a look and then looks around.

"Let's talk outside" "I don't care if they hear" I say and cross my arms.

"I don't want him to hear" He nods his head and I follow to see Bellamy in chains, his face beat up. I feel my face get red.

"Why is he here? He's Pike's little puppet!" I snap.

"We think we can use him to get to Pike" "Why so he can turn on us again?" I ask.

"Amy-"

"Don't talk to me!" I yell and his face falls. I don't care.

"If he's not gone in the morning, I am" "I'm with you" Octavia says and I nod.

With Octavia and I together I like our chances.

Bellamy

After the whole ordeal with Octavia I just find myself staring at her. She hates me. A shuffle is heard and I turn to see Melantha walk in. Oh my gosh.

I want to cry in relief. They told me Pike killed her. I thought she was dead. I try to control my emotions but I just want to hug her. Tell her I love her, I think I've known for a while though.

Every thought was about her. If I was left alone she plagued my thoughts. Only her. She steps towards Octavia and hugs her tightly as Octavia hugs her back just as tight.

I hear Melantha whisper something but I can't hear. Octavia pulls back.

"I thought you died? You whe-he held the gun to your head?" She says confused. "Couldn't' kill one of the few doctors with the people watching" She says bitterly.