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*Lauren's POV*
I cannot seem to process what just happened. One day- lI'm introverted and only need the company of a book and the next, hanging out with Camila Cabello and her friends, laughing like I fit right in and leaving the house on the cheer squad and thinking Camila has a crush on me. Have I lost my mind? Probably. But it feels kinda good to be out of it for a while.
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I woke up pretty late- well late for me, I'm an early riser. I love watching the sunrise and drinking my coffee and reading outside when it's warm enough but the fall air is getting colder and I might have to start staying in. I woke at 9:30 on Saturday, missing the sunset but not skipping my coffee and book. I feel like I'm back to myself again. Like the girl I was with Camila was a disguise even though I wasn't really trying to be any different. I feel like I am a different person around every person- which is not many but still, around my parents I'm responsible and I speak more than I would speak to a classmate I'm paired with for a project where I feel like I have a totally different quiet breathy voice. Around my teacher I try to speak up and be as respectful towards them as possible because you know, even though it's their job and they chose it, I still have sympathy for them. They have to attempt to teach a bunch of teenagers for 6 and a half hours a day and maybe having weekends and summers off was not worth it. But when I talk to Camila, I feel like I'm not Lauren anymore. I feel like I'm one of them just in the body of someone who's not, but oddly enough, I still feel completely ok with it. I feel like we're old friends. It's strange to say after only talking to her for however many hours or even minutes, but I feel like Camila Cabello is misunderstood. I feel like a judgemental bîtch for ever avoiding her in particular. I'm supposed to be all about everybody equal but there I was judging someone I never knew for what she does. Everybody- including me- thought she was this bîtchy, air headed head cheerleader but she seems so genuine and sweet. Camila Cabello could easily become one of my best fri- what has gotten in to me?
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Popular|| Camren
ФанфикCamila-head cheerleader, heartbreaker, angel voice- Cabello is the most popular girl in school. Every girl wants to be her and every guy wants to be with her. As much as Camila enjoys her life, she has one secret that is eating her alive. A crush...
