Chapter 34

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*Lauren's POV*

"Hey, babe" Ansel says as I get in his car.

"Hi" I respond quietly.

We wind down the road in silence until he pulls up to a parking lot.

"Where are we?" I shoot him a concerned glare.

"We got some time before homecoming... like an hour... we're not to far away" he drifts off as he leans in a kisses my neck. This feels so wrong. I don't know what to do.

I lightly push him off.

"What's the matter?" he asks.

"Ummm... I don't know it's just... I don't wanna ruin my hair and makeup and we're in a car and-" I start.

"C'mon, you can fix your hair and makeup after and it's all the more fun in a car." He starts to lean in again but i place a hand on his chest and push him off.

"Look I just don't want to ok!" I snap and cross my arms.

"Why? Have you like... never done it before...?" He says. I feel him staring at me but I don't look back. God, I wish Camila were here.

"So you're not gonna answer?" He says.

"Why does it matter?"

"I'm just trying to figure out why you wouldn't wanna do this I mean you kinda led me on so" he says. I hate straight boys and I've only been with one. I never "Led him on" and he thinks I owe it to him or something. Ugh.

"I'm just really...not in the mood." I say, still not looking at him.

"I know It's not that." he says.

"IT'S BECAUSE I'M GAY. I'M FÜCKING GAY" I accidentally yell and quickly cover my mouth after. He stays quiet for a second and then leans in.

"So do you have a girlfriend? Can I watch you guys? I bet one time with me and I'd turn you strai-"

"You're really disgusting." I say as I open up the car door and get out.

I make my way back to where we came from and he drives up to me slowly and rolls down the window.

"So you're just gonna walk to homecoming?" he asks.

"Better than driving there with you." I say as I continue down the road while he drives about 1 mile per hour beside me.

"Look I'm sorry for what I said about turning you straight and stuff but just for the record how do you know if you've never been with a guy?"

"Can you just leave?" I exclaim.

"fine. suit yourself." He says as he speeds off. I almost wanna flip him off and yell 'FÜCK YOU' But I have more self control than that.

I walk over to a bench and take my heels off and take my phone from my purse to call Camila. As the phone rings, I start to walk barefoot down the side walk, my heels dangling from my fingers.

"Hello?" Camila picks up. I loose it.

"Camz, Ansel drove us to this abandoned parking lot and he wanted to have séx but I said no and he kept on asking for a reason and I just got really mad and said that it was because I was gay and he was saying all this stupid shít so I got out and told him to leave and now I'm walking down the road and I'm trying to find a landmark... I'm really sorry. Can you pick me up?" I sob.

"Send me an address and I'll be there. I love you, stay safe." She says as she hangs up the phone.

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