Cullens girl

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Mia's pov:
After Edward along with Jane once again promised that they will make sure i wake up if Jasy should need me, i cuddle back into my warm and comfy bed before closing my eyes. The calm and regular breathing from Jasy slowly lulle me back to sleep.

The moment i hear my loud and quit frankly annoying alarm bell going off, i immediatly am wide awake. My very first thought is right back on my sweet Jasy. Is he ok? What if i slept through one of his attacks?!
„It's ok angel, Jasper is still fast asleep." Edward says quietly, guess he realized that i right away went back to worrying about his sweet brother.
„Edward is right Mia, he has been calmly asleep the whole night." Jane soothingly adds. Allowing my still overworking brain to indeed calm down since everything seems to be alright. Hearing some movement from in front of my door, i know i better end the call to get myself ready for school now, before dad will be checking in on me in a few minutes tops.
„Thank you. I am afraid i need to end the call now to get myself ready for school, but please don't hesitate to give me a call if Jasy wakes up in a panic." i ask of them. Not at all liking the idea of stopping my direct contact i currently have with them. To my reliefe thought, the both of them right away agree to do so, which is something i am very thankful for. After all, i don't think i would be able to have one straight thought otherwise, since i'd be way too worried about Jaspers wellbeing the whole time. So after i once again thank them for agreeing, i bid them goodbye before ending our phone call. Alone from that, i can feel myself get restless once more. Still i try to repress the utter need of dialing their number right away, and instead try to quickly get myself ready for school. Once there, i can finally make sure in person that Jasy is indeed doing alright or if he is not. Maybe even sooner, since we agreed yesterday already that they will pick me up in the morning just like they did yesterday.
A soft knock came from my door before it slowly creaks open.
„Good morning baby girl. I just wanted to make sure that you were up already." Dads gruff morning voice says. His eyes full of love for me. The fact that he is this thoughtfull and sweet towards me all the time is honestly still astonoshing to me. Not at all used to such care and love.
„Good morning Dad." i reply with a wide smile plastered on my lips. The feeling of utter gratitude to finally be back with a caring parent is nearly overwhelming to say the least.
„I was just getting ready to head downstairs." i add. Trying hard not to let my feelings show too obviously on my face in fear Dad might misinterpred my slowly gathering tears. He seems to study me for a few more seconds before he takes two quick steps towards me and right away pulls me into a tight hug.
„It's ok sweet cheeks, Just let it out." he whispers. His right hand slowly and comfortingly caresses up and down my back, while his left one is simply holding me tightly against his protective chest. This was the last straw i needed, as the first tears already leak out of my eyes, running down my cheeks, before dropping onto Dads Police uniform. Still he doesn't seem to care at all, since he simple sushes me while not letting go of our hug.
„You are perfectly safe baby girl. No one is ever hurtig you again, not for as long as i am alive." he whispers soothingly. My fingers automatically cling even tighter onto his Shirt in sheer desperation of keeping my Dad close to me. Not even daring to think that i might loose him once more. Sadly this still is a possibillity, since René and Isabella keep on trying to fight the prior ruling. Trying to convince a new judge and attorney that René is indeed innocent and i simple am a trouble maker.
„Shh, don't think about them sweet cheeks. Everything is the way it should be. Well apart from that brat still living with us, but trust me, i am working on that." he says after a heavy sigh. Like always knowing exactly where my mind yet again went to.
„Now lets get downstairs to eat before the Cullens come and pick you up." he softly says after holding me for a few more minutes against his comforting chest. Giving me enough time to get my emotions back under control.
When we arrive in the kitchen, there is no sign of Isabella, which i am very thankful for. Not sure if i would of been able to handle her and her hatefullness just yet.
„Seems as if we will be able to enjoy a quiet breakfast today." Dad sighs in relieve, while making a bee line towards the fridge to get some eggs and ham out for us to enjoy, whereas i automatically start on our coffee.
When we both take a seat by the table, Dad once again picks up our prior started conversation. He also makes sure i know that he sadly has to work late today again. Something i am certain would absolutely depress me if it weren't for the Cullen family. I honestly am rather happy to hang out with this special family yet again. They after all make me feel all welcomed and dare i say loved whenever i am with them. Its like they already count me as a part of their family, which is rather heartwarming to say the least. Even more so since i feel incredibly drawn towards them. At times i even get this weird feeling that they have been this huge missing piece, that i felt i was missing, until i finally met them. Strange i know, but none the less it is the truth. The fact my heart always keeps on yearning for them whenever i am not close to them, also only adds to my confusion. Yet i cant help myself but ignore all of this, including my own uncertainty of my feelings, to instead enjoy all of their company.
Just then i can hear a knock coming from our front door. Dad already smiling at me.
„I guess thats your ride sweets." he says and hugs me once again tightly, kissing my forehead while doing so.
„If there is anything bad going on, or you simply need or want me, dont hesitate to call me baby girl." he softly instructs before kissing my forehead in a silent good bye.
„Will do dad, thanks. And please be careful while working. Love you." i whisper against his shoulder. Instantly feeling his Heavy sigh as he slowly pulls back from me.
„Of course. So do you." he answers, before shooing me towards the door, where whoever knocked is still waiting for us to open it up.
„Good morning!" Alice happily chirps, already pulling me into a giddy hug the second i opened the door. Seemingly just as overjoyed to see me again. That or to be able to pick me up.
„Have a Great day Baby Girl. I love you, don't forget that." Daddy softly says with a wide smile on his lips while he hands me my backpack with all my school stuff.
„Thank you Dad. I wish you a good work day too." i reply and wave at him, before Alice and i leave for school.