Cullens girl

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Jaspers pov:
Everything felt so incredibly right and easy. My whole being warm and comfy, as if i got wrapped up in bubble wrap and a few layers of blankets. The knowledge that Edward is cuddled tightly against me, along with the regular breathing from my love makes this even more soothing for me.
I have no idea for how long i drifted in this wonderful space, what i however know is when i did come back to my senses, its to this very loud alarm bells going off all around me. Instantly jumping up in high alert, which right away catches not only Edwards attention, but also Carlisle and Janes, who were sitting close by my side.
„Mia! I Need Mia!" i nearly shout out in complete panic mode by now. The utter Fear nearly binding me useless with how intense the urge to curl into a tiny Ball is.
My heart that hasn't been beating within my chest for centurys feels as if it's jumping out of my chest at any given second. Still no one seems to realize how urgently i actually need to be close to my sweet love. I can feel her panic and utter fear cursing up even further as Edward finally seems to understand, as he hands me my Phone which is already ringing my sweet mate.
„Breath love, just breath for me." i say the second i hear her picking up. Her heavy sigh feels as if she was seconds away from a full on blown panic attack.
„Jasy." she whispers as if the weight of the whole universe just fell off of her shoulders.
„It's ok love, i am here. No need to worry, just breath and everything is going to be perfect." i encorage her to keep her steady breathing going. My voice as soothing as it can possible get in complete worry my love otherwhise might get triggered from my own fright for her.
„I am already getting ready for school as we speak, just keep your breathing steady and concentrate on my voice." i keep on reasuring her. Wanting her to know that i will be there in just a few seconds top. By now i am already fully dressed and ready, while the others still only stare at me in utter confusion. Once again i have to hand it to Edward who must of read my mind this whole time, since he has gotten dressed alongside with me. In his hands our school bags ready to go, along with one blood bag, my guess would be that thats for me to drink while he drives us as fast as possible to meet my sweet love.
„But, but you need to rest." my dear mate trys to argue in both, stubborness, yet with honest fright that i indeed wont come. Certain she doesn't want to be the very reason i will go to school instead of resting like i am assuming everyone must of told her i need to do till now.
That's why i simply slam the car door shut, not wanting to waist any more time apart from her. Who cares how unrealistic it might be if we get to school this quick!? My only priority is my Mate! And with how conflicted and fearful she still feels, i am certain she wont even notice our quick arrival. Edward must think the same since he drives off like he is in a Race car instead of his beloved Silver Volvo.
„Well, i disagree. I will be by your side in a few seconds, so there is no need to argue about anything thats already decided my love." i softly say. The joy and reliefe that right away swings over to me, makes me smile dreamily. Happy i am the reason she feels like this after just panicking minutes ago.
„We only have a few hours of school today anyway, so how about we both rest up a bit afterwards?" i add shily. Afraid my sweet love wont like that idea, but that worry quickly was replaced with utter joy since my mate right away agreed. Mumbling how much she enjoys cuddles.
„We are nearly there." Edward says a bit straint which quickly lets me turn towards him to finally look at him for the very first time i woke up. The pure worry of what might be wrong with his Little Angel easy to see on his whole face.
„It's ok Eddy." i whisper towards him and lay my hand on top of his in reasurance. Wanting and needing to show him that everything will be just alright in no time. His heavy exhale lets me know just how wound up he has been till now. His caring eyes locking with mine for a brief second before he turns his head back to the street where we still are flying along.
„What about you? You scared the hell out of me when you suddenly panicked yesterday only to fall asleep shortly after and now woke up by this." he whispers. Trying yet failing to keep his feelings down the best he can as to not overwhelm me once more. Yet it's easy to detect the badly hidden worry behind every word, making me sad for putting my mate through this whole mess.
„Don't think like that Baby Boy. I am simply worried for your health. I never saw or heared from a vampire panicked enough to fall asleep in exhaustion afterwards." he explains soothingly.
„and i am allowed to worry about you, you are my mate so of course i want you safe." he adds as i stay quiet to comprehent what he actually is saying. I can feel his complete understanding for why i need to be close to our newly found mate in her time of need, but i can also feel his honest worry for me. His fear that this might be too much for me too soon.
„It's ok Edward, i promise i feel good. Going to feel even better when i can finally hold my love back in my arms." i try to reasure him with the simple truth. Hoping he will beliefe me.
Thankfully he seems to indeed trust me enough, since he nods his head After once again exhailing heavily.
„Just promise to tell me if you can feel yourself get overwhelmed." he instructs as he pulls into the school parking lot.
„Promise." i say, fully meaning it as well. After all i know he needs this reasurance, just as much as I know that i am no help if i should panic also.
I quickly Kiss his lips before i throw open the car door to finally pull my beloved love into a tight Hug.
„Everything is ok love. Nothing is going to happen to you and there certainly is no one daring to hurt you ever again." i soothingly whisper against her ear as she cuddles even more into my protective embrace.