Cullens girl

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Jaspers pov:
I can feel Edward's antsyness even thought he trys to hide it from Jane and i to not worry us once again. Still i don't like it, which is why i from time to time send him a wave of happiness and joy. Everytime i do so, he thanks me by giving me a small peck on whatever place he can reach the easiest at that time. Obviously this makes me also quit happy and it even gets Jane to giggle along from time to time.
Sadly our small bubble of happiness pops the second the others come back downstairs. Right away the atmosphare is pretty much turned over by malliciousness, anger and blood lust. No idea how else i should be calling it. All their emotions so extreme and sudden, that they kind of choke me. Making me feel absolutely overwhelmed and uncertain what i could possible do. My own feelings start to spiral downwards rather quickly, my head hurts as if it's going to explode at any given second. It all just is too much! To much feeling, too loud, too everything.
„Jasy!" i suddenly hear a panicked shout from my little love. My utter fear only gets all the more from her panicked voice. Was she hurt too? Oh my god, did the witch get to her!?
„Jasy! Jasy please say something." my love keeps on begging. Only now do i realize that she indeed is talking to me through the phone. Still i feel too overwhelmed to answer her or any of my other mates who try and fail to calm me down.
„Let's go." Edward suddenly says, picks me up and runs with me in his arms to his room. Locking it right behind us.
„It's ok Jasy, you need to breath." Jane's soft voice suddenly says. How did she even get here?
„Jasy please!" my Little Love once again begs tearily. Not wanting to hear her this devasted, as well as feeling a bit better with some distance between the rest of my other mates and volturis, i finally take a shuddering breath. Something we don't even need to do, but after feeling as if getting choked it is quit needed by me.
„There we go babe, take another one for us, yeah?" Edward softly says. The pure agony and worry swimming in his eyes however tell his real feelings. Feelings that are so blatantly obvious that i don't even need my gift to know them.
„Listen to Eddie, Jasy. Please take another breath. For us." my little love tearfully yet softly says as i automatically take another breath. Wanting and needing to try my best to make my little love happy. And if she wants me to breath and listen to Eddie, i will do so. Jane sighs in relief as she looks me in the eyes as well as watches me take a breath once again.
„There we go Jasie, you are being so good for us." she encorages and squeezes my hand that still hold hers tightly. Guess that's also why she is with us in our room now. But thats not really important right now.
„Jane is right Baby boy, am really proud of you for trying so hard to follow our breathing." Eddie encorages. My belly quickly filling with butterflies in hope and joy that i make my mate proud. When my breathing finally felt naturally again, i feel absolutely drained and simply exhausted beyond believes.
„Are you really feeling better Jasy?" my sweet love questions once again in worry for my wellbeing. Edward had already ask her how she even knew something was going on, she after all has been deeply asleep only a second before she suddenly kept saying and at times screaming my name in panic and fright. Trying to get my attention any way possible. Thankfully no one in their home has heared her thought, that would of been rather hard to explain. She only knew that she suddenly felt as if i needed her, as if something was screaming at her to help me. That's how she woke up and then realised that i indeed need her help since i was having a panic attack. At least that's what Edward thought it might be.
„I am now. Very tired and drowsy, but way better again." i softly reply. Somehow feeling as if i am seconds away from falling asleep even thought as Vampire that's not possible.
„Maybe you should try and get some rest, i will be staying on the phone with you thought. Want to make sure i can be there for you Jasy." my love softly advices yet instructs just like i have done a few hours prior to now.
„Like that." i mumble out, feeling my eyes already close and get harder to open up again. What is this about now? Thought we no longer can sleep?
„Good, i like that too. So close your eyes for me and relax Jasy." she softly says and since i want her happy, i do as she asked. Happy that she still is this close with me even if it only is through the phone.

Edwards pov:
The second the others had come back into the living room, my sweet boy starts to grow rather anxious. His mind starts to spinn, no longer able to concentrate on anything anymore other than feeling like someone is choking and suffocating him. The panic seems to fully overflow in his eyes as their usual light starts to dimm and instead start to get cloudy. Which is something that never is a good sign with our species! So with the hope of getting him out of this seemingly oberwhelming environment, i pick him along with jane and the phone up and run with them to our room. Quickly locking it behind us, not daring letting the others in after they seem to be the reason that my sweet boy reacted this way.
Hearing my angel begging him alongside Jane and i to just breath, to try and copy our breathing rhythm with his, is honestly one of the worst things I have ever had to life through. All three of us absolutely panicked and insecure on how we could possibly help my Baby boy.
Thankfully, after quit some time i might add, he suddenly starts to cooperate with us. When his eyes also start to clear up bit by bit, i finally allow myself to sigh in relief. Only now seeing how hard i have been holding onto my bedframe as it crumbles to dust from between my finger tips. Slowly his brain also trys to make sense out of what has happened. Trying to figure out what is actually going on. His thoughts however are quit drowsy to say the least. So instead of asking him any questions, i instead focus along with the two girls to keep him breathing calmly and obviously happy. When he indeed looks as if he has fallen asleep against my shoulder, Jane looks at me in utter surprise. Never having heared of anything like that to even be possible.
„Is Jasy ok?" my little love once again asks us in worry. The love for him so clear and open that it honestly is astonishing how quickly those two have latched onto one another.
„It seems as if he is peacfully sleeping. Something you should do to Mia, it's still only 3 am and you have to go to School in only a few hours." Jane softly says. Knowing just like me that she, as a youngish human, needs her sleep more than anything.
„I don't think i can, not if I might miss the next attack he could possibly get." she mumbles quit worriedly that this could actually happen. Not liking for her to stay up the rest of the night, especially not with what i already heared what this nasty b*tch is planning! Not that we will let any of that happen, but no matter what, my Angel needs her sleep for her health. Something that is one of our top priority's as her mates.
„I don't think you need to worry about that. He seems to be fast asleep right now, but even if he should get another attack, you did wake up for his first one, so why shouldn't you for another one? And if you insist, we can also try to wake you if you truly wont do so on your own." i explain softly. Trying to sound as convincing as i possibly can. When she stays quiet for a bit longer, i already think she might ignore me on purpose, but thats when she thankfully agrees. Her voice already as drowsy as my baby boys was before, which makes me smile softly at my two sweet mates behaviour. When i hear her breathing even out, i look towards Jane in utter thankfullness.
„I can't ever thank you enough for helping me with Jasper and Mia. If you ever need any help, don't hesitate to give me a call." i thank her whole heartedly. Also making sure she truly understands just how serious i indeed am!
I guess her shocked expression should of been expectet, but i will make sure in time she will learn just how much i appreciate her help with my two most sensitive mates. How much i actually owe her!