Cullens girl

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Mia's pov:
The second i am engulfed in Jasi's strong arms, the sheer fear and fright seems to vanish into thin air. His presence alone has such a soothing aura, it truly is remarkable to say the least.
His reasuring words only add even further to my comfort.
By now, i feel completely safe, yet absolutely drained from my prior panic attack.
„It's ok love, everything is perfectly Fine." Jasy softly promises while he keeps on caressing my back soothingly. His hundret percent certainty slowly also seems to Register in my mind, since my mind slowly starts to fully believe him. If Jasy says everything is Perfect, then it is! He wouldn't lie to me, of that i am sure of. My Eyes feel really heavy as i snuggle even further into jasys cosy chest. Loving the complete safety he emits. It after all helps me to really relax and stop my hyper active brain and chaotic thoughts. Something that rarely happens.
„We sadly need to get to our classes now or we be Late love." he sadly sighs. Sounding just as dissapointed at that fact as i myself am.
„Or we skip today? It's not as if we would miss any important lectures." Rosalie asks into our small round. This however doesn't sit well with me. If i would skip school, they surely would call Dad who than will worry yet again. Something i don't want at all. Therefore i need to pull myself together and put on my big girl pants.
„It's ok. Let's get to our classes." i quietly say after a heavy sigh. Honestly not wanting to, yet i know it's the right thing to do, so to school i go.
„Are you sure my love?" Jasy wants to know with worry written all over his beautiful face. Not liking to See him Like This, i swiftly stand myself on my tipytoes to peck his lips softly.
„I am sure." i add in a whisper like tone, only now realising that i indeed kissed his lips once again. This time even in front of his Family which is even more nerve wrecking. His beaming smile however immediately puts me at ease.
„If you are certain my love, Let's get you to class then." Jasy tells me, still beaming in joy. Without waiting for any reply, he interwines our fingers before he Starts to walk to our first class of the day. Just as we enter the classroom, our teacher reached for the door to close it, when he however Sees us, he simple smiles and ask us to please close the door behind ourselves, which we do right away.

The school day went by like a breeze. Which surely has a lot to do with the fact that Jasy kept on Holding my hand the whole time while whispering to me about everything and nothing. It felt incredible to simply be and talk to someone without fearing any outburst at any given second. We simple kept on conversing and at times even cuddling. Of course only if the teacher wasn't teaching, which was Most of the time. Guess with them having a meeting later on, none of them wanted to teach anyway. To top it of, there also were nearly no Students here today, which i find quit disrespectful. Of course i was seconds away from skipping myself, however only because i had a massive panic attack. Otherwise i would of never even thought of skipping, thats just not my Natural.
„Love? Are you ready to leave?" Jasy questions with slight worry on his face yet again. Only now do i realize that we were the only ones left within the classroom. Not even the teacher was there anymore.
„It's ok love. Miss Tigen ended the class sooner since it's the last one today and she needed to get ready for the conference." Jasper soothingly explains after surely seeing my fright slowly showing on my Face.
„You seemed to have spaced out a bit, thats why i thought i better wait till the other Students left before trying to pull you back to the here and now." he further explains. My Heart nearly melting at his unbelivable caringness towards me. One of his soft hands lovingly caressing my cheek as his eyes stay focused solely on Mine.
„Sorry for spacing out again, i know it worrys you." i slowly get out. As he simple Shakes his head while smiling reasuringly.
„Don't be silly love, there is no need to apologize for anything. The only important thing is that You are ok. As Long as thats the case, nothing else matters." he tells me with cero uncertanty. And as if he wants to further show me that he indeed means every word he just said sincerly, he leans forward and Pecks my lips.
The second our lips connect it feels as if an Electric Shock Runs through my whole Body. My Arms as if they have a mind on their own wrap around his neck to pull him even closer against me, as my lips start to move against his. At first he freezes as if not knowing what's Happening, but only a second later his Arms tighten slightly around my Body, his lips start dancing against mine. My whole Body feels as if it's burning up with utter want and need. My heart Beats so fast, it feels as if it's trying to Jump out of my Body and into Jasys hands where it seems to be fully protected. Just like i know for certain that this man will Protect me with everything he has in him.
When he slowly pulls away from my lips, he still stays only half an inch away from my lips. His breath fanning over my lips that still are tingling from our incredible Kiss.
„please tell me that you don't regret." he starts to say vulnearable. Not knowing how to show and tell him just how much i not regret anything between the two of us. I instead of vocaly answering, I once again connect our lips in a soft and hopefully love filled Kiss.
„I don't regret anything. I May not know why i feel so strongly for you, or why i feel as if my world will end if i lose you, but i know that i don't care for the why's enough to Risk losing whatever this may be between us." i try to explain my thoughts and feelings. Which is hard since i myself don't understand how i can feel this strongly for someone i only Met so shortly before. Even more confusing is that i not only feel this way towards him, but for his whole family which in itself is just crazy if You think about it.
„That's good. Cause it's the same way i feel about you too." Jasy whispers back with a wide and joyous smile. His words and face once again fills my stomach with tons of butterflies at the sheer love he makes me feel.
„Why don't we head on out now? I am afraid my siblings are already waiting for the two of us by the Cars." he softly questions me and swiftly Lifts me into his arms. Both our bags already around his shoulders as he carrys me bridal style, as if i weight nothing, with a beaming smile.