Tamar Braxton's Daughter *Not Edited*

Chapter 9

Just a little note: I will making this story according to what I want which means that things that happened way back may pop up now. I'm going start including some stuff from Braxton Family Values, even though it was filmed last year.

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Since I'm know known as Tamar Braxton's Daughter, they've started filming season 4 episode 11 and I'm officially now in it. It's nerve wracking but it's cool. The thing that I don't like is that majority of our arguments are exposed to the world. I believe that somethings are better left in privacy.

Miss E decided to come over today but I am concerned since she's still in pain. She's going to be staying with us to get some kind of surgery to fix some disk in her neck.

"So, how things going with you and your sisters?" I pull a face at my mum before leaning back behind Miss E. I turn to see Tamar looking at Miss E with a creepy smile, like wth?

"Why you asking?" Oh wow.

"Because I need to know." I bite my lip. My mum and I haven't spoken to her sisters in some time and none have made any contact with us. It kinda hurts but it is what it is.

"Mama, I don't wanna stress you out." Miss E just won't let it go but I get it, it's her kids.

They continue to talk a bit more while I plug in my earphones and play, "If I don't have you" by Tamar. My mum is my FAVOURITE SINGER!

"... healed you today, to make me, Ti and Logan some biscuits." Just like that I take my earphones out.

"You makin' biscuits?" I place my arm around Miss E's shoulder. "I would sure love some."

"He healed but I ain't making no..."

"You are making biscuits." I laugh at my mum as we get up. I really do want some biscuits though.  "I want some biscuits."

We all start heading to kitchen. "You're not going to eat the biscuits."

"Well I want some biscuits." I pout as I say this.

"That pout ain't going to get you any biscuits." My mum laughs at this.

"You making them biscuits. Evelyn." I look at my mum and we both start singing.

"Evelyn, make us biscuits

Evelyn (hey) make some biscuits"

I take over

"Won't he do it

Evelyn make some biscuits."

My mum and I start clapping as if we're singing at church, this goes on for a while until Miss E finally agrees.

"But you gonna have to sing for your food. Don't think I haven't heard you sing missy." I slightly blush but you do what you gotta do.

It's biscuits, for godsakes.

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It's been a few hours since Miss E made us some biscuits. Miss E soon went to bed after that and she's still resting up. My mum is going out to have dinner with Toni and she changed her look She went from blonde and neutral/cream clothing to black wig and all black everything.

"Yo, T, I'm heading out. You coming with?"

I walk out from the living room. "No, imma stay and watch mama." Tamar pulls me into a hug and I smile. She gives the best hugs and she smells good.

"Ok, I'm going because I ain't ever late." She pulls away and starts heading to the door. " Oh and make a instagram." I laugh as she throws the peace sign and leaves.

I grab my phone from the living room and I head up to my room. I used to have a iPhone 4 but Vince upgraded me to a iPhone 6 which is big.

I lay on my bed and take off the grey jumper that I'm wearing which leaves me in a vest and jean shorts.

Having a famous mum is hard. Sometimes I feel alone because I don't have no friends. I still haven't met my cousins and my aunts aren't talking to me. I get the occassional message from Toni but that's it.

Living with my dad was a nightmare. For the first 3 years we had to lay low which meant that I had to be homeschooled. He cut my hair real short and he practically dressed me up as a boy. Sometimes he would go to "work" and that was when I would call my mum.

After about a year, my father found out and things turned bad. For nine years I wished for the worse, I wished that the Lord would take my life and just to get me out of that life. I never thought of suicide nor did I self harm but I was somewhat depressed.

When I turned 13 that was when my father started letting me attend a few clubs such as dance and football. When I turned 15 he took me out of it because he believed that I told others about him beating me.

I'm just glad that I ran because now I'm with my mum and I'm living the right kind of life. Sometimes it gets too much when I see my mum and her sisters argue. We are a family. We need to start acting like one because I can't take anymore pain or heartache.

Anyways, I finally downloaded the Instagram app. I go on my mums twitter account and I tweet,

TamarBraxtonHer: It's TIANA, follow MY new IG at 'TianaBraxton' x

I go to my Instagram where I know have 1,674 followers and counting. So far, so good. Just to let you know the my full name is Tiana Disney Braxton. It's pronounced Dis-nay. What kinda name is that?

I remember watching one episode of Braxton Family Values where my mum said that she wants to adopt an asian girl, name her Disney and raise her like a black girl. LOL!

I continue to laugh as I post a mirror pic of myself. I'm wearing a black long sleeved crop top with some camo leggings. The picture is from a couple of days ago and it's cute.

I don't caption the photo. I eventually put my phone down after following my family. I leave the phone on the bed and head to the spare room where Miss E is. I walk in and say, "Momma, you okay?"

She looks up at me and struggles to smile, "I'm fine, dear, just a little tired."

"A little tired, huh?" I lean on the door as I examine her. She looks as if she's in pain. "You in pain?"

"A little but I'm ok." I sigh and I walk over to her.

"Scoot over." She moves a bit and I get in with her. We stay silent for a bit and it's comforting.

"I'm happy that you're back, Tiana." She wraps her arms around me and pulls me closer.

"Won't he do it."

"He did it, I use to say a prayer every night for you and look now. You're home and I couldn't be any happier." A sly tear escapes my eyes as I wrap my arms around her. I kiss her forehead.

"I love you."

"And you know that I love you." I smile at this and sooner or later we end up falling asleep in eachothers arms.

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