Once I end the call with my frantic mum, I take a moment to actually let things sink in. I don't know what to do seeing as my life has taken a turn for the worst. I came here to be free from my father and reunited with my mother but after today, it just brought back the worst memories.
The fact that he nearly hit me with the belt and nobody even cared to help, it made me feel worthless. My phone keeps vibrating from everyone asking how I am and my father sending threatening messages.
Once my mum's driver picks me up, I lean my head against the window and let out a big sigh.
I don't know what I did to deserve this life, it's not right nor is it fair. Plus, I look a hot mess. My clothes are dirty, my toes are dry and bleeding.
Once we get to the house I look out the window to see a whole lot of cars. Before I can properly process anything, my door rips open and I'm pulled out the car. I instantly recognise the smell of my mum so I close my eyes as I throw myself onto her.
I hope my eyeliner and mascara aren't running down my face.
"It's ok, you're here with me now." She wraps her arms around me and squeezes me tight. She pulls away and drags me into the house and EVERYBODY is here. Even Traci and Michael jr.
"Oh God, Tamar, look at her face." I try to cover my face as Toni says this but my mum pulls my hands away.
"Wam, get something frozen from the freezer." A moment later, I'm guided over to the sofa and handed a frozen bag of peas which my mum takes and lightly presses to my face.
My father sure does give one heck of a slap.
"What happened?" Miss E sits next to me and starts to rub my back while the others look on in concern. She touches one part of my back which causes me to cry out.
I hate people rubbing my back cause I always feel like they are going to touch my scars. Not all of the scars heal especially since my father would hit me in the same places and re open the wounds.
My mum moves Miss E's hand and lifts my top up. Everyone gathers around and gasp at what they see. During the BET I had slipped away to get some foundation to cover up the scars and dark marks on my back.
I've gotten so good at covering up my scars with makeup that nobody suspects a thing or picks up on anything.
"Tiana, where did all of this come from? YOU DIDN'T HAVE THESE DURING THE BET AWARDS?!"
"I had them, I just covered them." I mumble. My mum gets up straight away and Toni helps me.
"VINCE WE'RE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL!"
"Oh God, Tay-mee, look at her feet." I feel embarrassed as they all wince once they glance at my feet. Thanks a lot, Toni. My mum chucks the frozen peas on the couch. "Mommy, you stay here while we take her to the hospital."
"Nope, I'm coming with you." Miss E starts to get up but Michael jr pulls her back down. "She's my grandchild, I'm coming whether you like it or not."
"No, mom, you're going to hurt yourself even more. You're in pain, we're not going to let you come and hurt yourself. You should be resting." Trina says and I tell you, that Canadian accent still confuses me.
Miss E begins to argue with the girls as Tamar takes me into her car. "VINCENT! HURRY UP!" The tears starts falling again. Damn, I'm so weak.
I HATE CRYING! I usually never cry.
"VINCENT!" My mum is getting agitated and is literally fuming. She starts shouting like mad, she even swears but Vince is a no show.
Suddenly my mum just buckles me in the passenger seat and gets in the drivers seat. We are about to drive off but the other sisters quickly run to us and get in.
I slightly turn to see Trina and Towanda squished in a seat. "Toni sit on Traci's lap since you're the smallest." My mouth twitches as I hear Towanda say this.
"I may be smaller but I'm the oldest." Toni says while crossing her arms.
"Toni, just get on Traci." Trina says.
"Hey, why does she have to get on me?" Traci questions as Toni struggles to make some space for herself.
"Ah, I'm squashed since Trina's fat butt is taking up the whole seat." I lean my head on the window as they continue to bicker.
"Hey, I've never had a butt before." I can literally feel Trina smile. "It's your Donkey butt, wam." They start having a mini argument while laughing in between. One of them ends up kicking the back of my seat which causes me to cry out.
My mums eyes widen. "SORT YOURSELF OUT OR GET OUT!!!" My ma is really pissed and I can't help but feel bad since it's because of me.
The car is silent for about a minute then all you hear is, "To-Tri-TOWANDA! TRINAAAA! Tr-Tra- TRACI NO! HEY! GIRL YOU BETTA! MOVE THAT ASS!"
"Imma slap all of ya'll with my Jimmy Choo's. " They all shut up and my mum visibly calms down and smirks, "She wins, as always."
Something that I always say is; when you're in pain, go sleep. So, that's what I did. It went dark and I feel asleep, well I think I was asleep.
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FanfictionThis is my life as Tamar Braxton's 17 year old daughter.