No Control (Sequel to #AFAR)

6. Melancholy

LeeLee's P.O.V.

We were all in the tourbus all talking. Well besides Niyesha and Princeton.

Not even gonna lie, these two had the strongest relationship ever in the crew, but Prince just had to fuck it up.

Not only that, that Andrea chick is basically dating my brother. And Leroy doesn't know that's Prince's baby. And if he does, we all know that hell is gonna break loose.

Niyesha V.S. Andrea

Prince V.S. Leroy

I don't know when Leroy started talking to Andrea but if it was during the whole incident with Prince having sex with her...then yeah...definitely some problems.

How does everyone know about this except Niyesha and Leroy?

Well the boys knew first. Us girls knew after that since Prince needed to get it off his chest.

Ray: LeeLee what you thinking about?

LeeLee: (Sighs.) Nothing. Just wondering about things.

He could already tell from the look on my face what I was thinking about.

Ray: (Whispers.) When are you going to tell her?

LeeLee: I don't know baby. If I do, she'll probably break.

Ray: But if she finds out, then it'll be like we betrayed her.

Niyesha: Betrayed who?

She just came from the back of the tourbus. I was pretty sure she was sleeping.

Ray: Um...

LeeLee: We're talking about Pretty Little Liars.

She scrunched up her eyebrows, but let the topic drop.

Niyesha: Oh okay.

She sighed and then went to the back again.

I didn't like lying to her, but I had no choice.

Niyesha's P.O.V.

I feel like shit.

Everywhere I go it's like everyone is lying to me.

It seems they just keeping something from me. I could see it in their face. I could see it through them, in their soul.

I think people kind of forgot I had that power.

I put in in my earphones, and laid down on the bed.

I started to think.

Where did I go wrong?

Have I been too busy for Prince?

The tour has been keeping us apart, but that was happening long before.

Did I get uglier?...

Although my self-esteem has risen, it's as if sometimes he wants nothing to do with me.

Does it has something to do with me getting famous?

Boss has been getting so many fans and love. We put up a cover of Sam Smith's Stay With Me, it got over 100 million views.

Ever since that, more people started recognizing us and Prince ever since then all been talking about us getting together...putting money to the side...it's like he wants me more...

But because of my money.

I shook my head, trying to take the thought out of my head. All this was gonna do was make me cry.

I closed my eyes and let the music sink into my body.

Niyesha: Where were you when I needed you eight months ago?
All your girlfriends talkin' bout me, now you ringin' up my phone
I bet you miss me now baby, I bet you'd kiss me now baby
Especially since you know that this ain't nothin' and I only just begun

You never thought that I would ever go this far
You said potential could never last this long
Well baby, I've been alone for almost all my life
What makes you think that you can ever do me right

....

And now I'm poppin' yea
Ain't nobody showed me how
I made it big poppin' yeah
Tell me how you like me now
I swear I loved you girl
And you probably went and fucked the world
Well you can take another shot everytime you hear me playin' in the club

???: Same Old Song? The Weeknd?

I opened my eyes and saw Prod standing by the door.

I stood up and took out my earphones.

Niyesha: Yeah...you listen to him?

Prod: Eh. A bit. Something I heard browsing on YouTube.

He sat down on the bunk across of me staring at me. We locked eye contact but I quickly broke away.

Niyesha: Shouldn't you be out there, chilling with everyone else?

Prod: Well you seem lonely. Thought I give you some company.

Niyesha: Kinda not in the company mood.

He looked my way and nodded.

Prod: Understandable...If you need someone to talk to I'm here.

He was gonna get up to leave, but I stopped him.

Niyesha: Wait Prod...(He turns back.) You ever feel like you have no control over what's happening? Like whatever you do, you just can't make it change the path it's going?

He smirked at me and nodded.

Prod: Yeah. But there's people to help you.

Niyesha: Thanks.

I put back in my earphones and started to jam to Drugs You Should Try It by Travi$ Scott.

I try it if it feels right
This feels nice
I've been down and lost for days
Glad I found you on the way
When the day gets better, the night gets brighter
I always feel this way
Through the hills
I hear you callin', miles and miles away

I quickly fell asleep and no one else came in to bother.

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Aweee poor Niyesha.

Should she try to find out what's going on? Or should the crew tell her wassup?

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