"I told you, she is not alright!" lumingon ako after ko buksan ang mata ko, and my parents is arguing at the side of my room, the last thing I remembered, nabangga ako at nadugo na ang ulo ko after ko mitumba, at ang galing.
Unang bungad sa akin ay nag-aaway na sila Mama at Papa.
"The reason why I am not forcing our kids, kasi hindi nila naeenjoy ang buhay nila." Papa said at pumikit ako ulit, I want to hear kung ano ang pinag aawayan nila.
"It's easy for you to said that, kasi hindi ka napressure sa buhay mo, I just want them to be more oriented with their lives, habang maaga pa puwede naman isabay ang enjoyment na sinasabi mo while I am orienting them-"
"Pero nasasakal sila, mahal, magkaiba kayo ng buhay ng mga anak mo."
"Ayoko magaya sila sa akin, mawala ang opportunity, look what happened to our son, nasaan na, nakabuntis na hindi ba? Hahayaan mo ba na magaya si Jeana?"
"Come on, Jeana is smarter and wiser from what you are thinking, and our son can still enjoy his life kahit nakabuntis s'ya, hindi pa end of his life, and please huwag mo naman hayaan na unang madinig ng anak mo ay pag aaway natin bago s'ya magising-"
"I did," usal ko at natigil sila sa pag-aaway sa sulok, at sumandal na ako sa headboard ng kama ng hospital, at tinignan ko sila Mama at Papa.
"How long I am here?" I asked and they didn't respond agad, at naglayo, si Mama iniismiran si Papa.
"Just an hour anak, pero don't worry, rest all you can."
"Yes, dahil may pageant ka pa." Papa almost glare at Mama at ako ay napaismid. Seryoso? Naaksidente na ako lahat, yun ang unang iniisip ni Mama?
"I know. But please, can you leave, mas lalo akong hindi gagaling, or it's better na dito na lang ako, dahil mas tahimik dito for sure kesa sa bahay na alam ko mag-aaway kayo. I know what I want. I also have plans for myself, I don't need a guide or anything, just leave me alone for a while, hindi ko gusto na igagaya ako sa nangyare kay Kuya, he is old enough, he knows what is wrong and right for him, same case to mine," paliwanag ko at umiwas ako ng tingin.
"I strongly suggest a dorm, I want to live independently this is not a life that I am planning." Saad ko at si Mama ay hinarap ang mukha ko sa kanya.
"You want an independent life, work for your expenses, just school expenses ang gagastusin namin para sa'yo, not your house and food honey, hindi porket naaksidente ka mag dedemand ka sa akin ng ganya, tingin mo kaya mo na?" marahas ko na iniwas ang baba ko, at si Papa ay nilayo si Mama sa akin.
"Yeah, I am stressed, you are pushing me on the life that I didn't want." Mama laughed at si Papa ay pilit na pinipigilan si Mama.
"Jeana, once na mabuntis ka, your life and career end there!"
"And I am not like you, bakit ako? Papaano ako mabubuntis I haven't sleep with anyone else, why you act like I am a prostitute like I am whoring around the hood?" malakas ako na nasampal ni Mama, galit na galit ang expression sa akin.
