101 reasons why I loved you // l.h // ON HOLD

week 13

reason #13 (how photogenic you were)

dear luke,

this is the thirteenth reason of 101 why I loved you.

it was no doubt that you were one of the most attractive people I had ever met, but even in photos, you looked amazing. you could be piss drunk or sober as possible, it didn't matter, you looked great every time.

I literally looked like trash next to you, like, you could've been a model. I found myself looking through photos of you constantly and just thinking to myself, wow, you were so gorgeous. how did I get as lucky as I did for you to fall in love with me as I fell in love with you?

I always looked at the multiple selfies of the two of us stored on my phone. seeing the dates on them made me sad. seeing that it sad 2014 meant that it was over a year since the photo was taken, meaning, a year with you gone.

even when you were in the hospital (when you actually remembered you were famous and had fans to keep up with about your health) you made sure to take a selfie a day, even when you started to lose your hair, and you felt insecure, you put a photo on there, just so the fans could see your face and know you're okay.

looking at photos of you with my family, like when you first met my parents and you were super nervous, you fit in. you looked like you belonged in my family, and I think that's when I realised just how perfect you were.

you always made boring photos look amazing. your beauty and smile lit them up and made them look great.

that was reason 13 of 101 why I loved you.

love, amanda