101 reasons why I loved you // l.h // ON HOLD

week 21

reason #21 (going out with you)

dear luke,

this is the twenty-first reason of 101 why I loved you.

going out with you, was a privilege. you weren't home often, but when you were, I found myself always asking you to go somewhere.

it wasn't the fact of going somewhere, it but was just having more time to spend with you. if I knew then that I would lose you so quick, I would have spent more time with you-though I don't believe I possibly could.

going out with you, seeing paparazzi, fans, was a rush, even for me. if you weren't famous, I wouldn't have met you and fell in love with you, so I was thankful to anyone and everyone that helped you along the way.

going out with you, to a park, to the theatre, to the venue you were playing at- was nice for us. spending time together during and between your hectic schedule, was nice. to sometimes get away from what kept you away from me, and to also embrace it.

being able to sit down with you and have a meal, especially with our daughter, was great. you always made such a huge effort to be with your family and to spend time with us somewhere, and I thank you for that. I thank you for never being ashamed of us and always making sure we were happy. whether in front of people or privately together.

that was reason 21 of 101 why I loved you.

-Amanda