Creepypasta x Reader One shots

The Truth.

Alright. I can't keep this a secret anymore. I can't stand the guilt anymore. I don't know who to tell but i just want anyone to listen. Anyone who reads this has every right to be mad at me and unfollow me. Here is what happened.

When I was fifteen, I was dealing with healing from trauma, coping with my dad's death, had depression, had anxiety, and problems with life. It was all very overwhelming for me and I wanted a way to escape reality. So on TikTok, I was watching Creepypasta Tiktoks. (Creepypasta has always been a huge comfort for me since i was ten when my parent's divorce started.) That was when I found out about roleplays. I started doing Creepypasta roleplays with people that also wanted to roleplay. Slowly, My roleplay friends lost interest in Creepypasta and left the fandom. I posted a post on TikTok, asking whoever liked roleplays and Creepypasta if they wanted to roleplay since doing fun roleplays was a way to help distract me from reality. That was when I met that person. I was still a minor and so were they. They seemed really excited to roleplay and agreed to it. It was so fun and innocent. Yes our OCs had multiple lovers and had kids but we left out the spice because it didn't feel right to me. Little did I know, This person was an attention seeker. 

I then gave them my Snapchat since they wanted someone to talk to about their private life so i agreed. As the months went by, slowly, they added spice in the roleplay. I didn't want to but they begged and eventually I agreed because i didn't want to lose this friend. Then they did spice to my characters and lovers. Again, I didn't want to because it felt weird and uncomfortable. Then we moved to Wattpad to roleplay because they wanted too. Months past, I turned seventeen and it became a year. I lost interest in our roleplay because there was way too much drama in all the plots. Sometimes we didn't roleplay for weeks which was fine by me. I wanted to stop the roleplay and leave this person behind so bad because I was scared. They were very suicidal. The first time I told them I wanted to stop the roleplay, I told them I wanted stop because it wasn't very fun anymore and that I was turning eighteen soon. They immediately broke down and started guilt tripping me and saying they were going to kill themselves because I didn't want to be their friend, I was their only friend, they were alone, yada yada yada... I was scared they might actually kill themselves so I stayed. Two or three months before I turned eighteen, they got too busy with school and didn't have time to roleplay. Thankfully there was no more spice in the roleplay after that argument. 

I turned eighteen in January and we stopped talking. I stopped thinking about them and went on with my life, writing my stories here and being happy. In May, I blocked them on everything, deleted my TikTok account and made sure this person never contacted me again. I was finally happy and anxiety free. Until in October 2024. I started having huge anxiety attacks, feeling so much guilt and thinking about the roleplay and that person. That's when I made the last chapter in October. I thought if I left Wattpad all the guilt would go away but that didn't work. I told my mom, my two older brothers and two of my coworkers but the constant guilt and anxiety wouldn't go away. I couldn't even focus on my job, listen to music or play my video games without thinking about the roleplay. I made the hard decision to reach out to person the night after I published the last chapter.

I apologized so many times to them when I got a hold of them. They said the same thing my family and everyone else I told. They swore that I didn't do anything wrong and that I didn't cause them any discomfort, pain or trauma. The only pain they felt I caused was when I ghosted them. But I still don't feel better, I still so guilty and disgusted with myself after they said bye to me.

Now that all my anxiety and guilt is gone, I wanted you all to know. I still feel bad and want to admit to my mistake because I want to put this whole situation behind me. 

Thank you for reading and I understand if you unfollow me.