Leal

40.5

‼️‼️DOUBLE UPDATE READ 40. FIRST‼️‼️

...still my birthday guys
13th of April is such a birthday kind of day

I've felt considerably lighter since breaking up with Leo.

Although, for some reason I just can't stop myself from throwing up.

So, I'm sat on my bathroom floor, having just emptied the food in my stomach into the toilet.

I run my hands down my face. It was never this bad before.

I've frequently got black dots in my vision and sometimes I can blink them away, other times I can't.

I want to stop.

But I can't.

I rest my heavy head against the wall and shut my eyes.

"Chiara?" Someone is in my room calling for me.

I groan to myself before forcing myself up onto my feet.

"Yeah?" I open the door and find Alexsei stood in the doorway to my bedroom.

"Noah wanted to know if you wanted some pizza?"

"No thank you," I shake my head.

"You okay?" He squints his eyes, "you look pale."

"I'm fine," I nod my head weakly, trying to appease him so that he'll leave me alone.

However, that doesn't work and he just walks further in my room. Towards me.

He places the back of his hand to my forehead, "you're hot."

"Thanks," I snort and he grins down at me.

"Leo wouldn't like that," he shakes his head, his grin disappearing.

I roll my eyes, "Leo and I are done."

He looks at me, "actually?"

I nod my head, "I ended things as I was leaving the party yesterday."

"Good for you, Chiara," he smiles, "I dealt with Aaron by the way."

"Thank you," I smile, "although I really don't want to know the details."

"Don't worry," he laughs.

He's still stood close to me and so I move to create some distance between us.

"Do you reckon Leo was aware of what Aaron wanted to do?" I ask quietly.

"No," he shakes his head, "I think Leo was just purely an absolute dick."

I laugh lightly, "yeah, probably."

"I should probably go back down to Noah," he walks backwards towards my door, "do you want a water or medication?"

"A water would be great, thanks, Alexsei," I reply.

"No worries," he heads downstairs.

Noah comes back into my room with a glass of water in his hands, "Alexsei said you weren't feeling well?"

I take the water from him and nod gently, not wanting to move too quickly and end up getting dizzy in front of Noah.

"Have you eaten anything today?" He asks.

"Yeah, I have," I tell him. And it's not a total lie, I did eat. I just ended up throwing it up.

"Okay, good," he nods, "try getting some sleep. I'll get Taylor to take Roland out for a walk then bring him up here."

"Thank you," I smile at my twin.

"It's okay, just try going to sleep."