my life lol

i went to formal with ginger/why i ghosted him/aftermath pt.2

so i was feeling weird from the dance and especially when he started talking about doing stuff together like an arcade etc. i honeslty didnt want to.... 

i felt terrible but he then was making some questionable jokes and i didnt wanna lead him on. also i just really didnt want to date anyone like having a boyfriend sounded like the last thing i wanted.  personally, i like being single.  

i tryed SO HARD tto send signals and be dry as possible when i texted him. i literallly didnt start conversations anymore and he was OBLIVIOUS it was actually so bad. i love awkward semi weird lowkey oblivous guys cus their adorable but gang he was another level. 

i had many council meeting with my besties and the only option was send a painfully awkward pargraph like "hey ik we havent confessed to eachother but im pretty sure you like me but im telling you i don't like you back"  

.....that wouldve been teg most diabolically awkward and unhinged paragraph so that was a hard pass. 

the only other option was ghosting him.... but i felt bad so, here me out, i lented him. 

.... '_' it was stupid lol i know but i was desperate so i said i was giving up texting ppl for lent. he still occasionall tryed to text me but eventually it worked. 

flashforward a couple weeks and the quilt was eating me alive so i decided it was cowardly and pathetic to lie my way out of something i got myself in. i sucked it up and took a hit to my pride as i sent an awkward paragraph saying his friend has anamously texted me saying he liked me (which did happen) and i made u the excuse of lent to not talk to him anymore cus i didnt wann lead him on....

he respond saying his friend was lieing but he understood why id do that and was just glad to have his friend back. 

so with that, the ginger saga has ended.  lol sry that was so dramatic for no reason but my own entertainment.