Breaking off your arrangement with mark when he's the most unserious guy on planet earth was definitely an experience , if you had a dollar for everytime he said "dude no but like are you like for real though?" you'd be the richest woman in the world .
You and mark are friends & have been for the past 5 years but about 4 months ago too many drinks and too many drags from the weed at chenles party brought upon some questionable feelings and decisions that normal friends wouldn't have or make .
The intoxication was the excuse for the first time but the next maybe 15 times .. there's no excuse for that , the dick was good .. hey don't judge , god forbid a woman is happy being sexually satisfied the way she needs !
Y/n knows herself though & she knew that she was falling in love with mark and everything that came with him . Yes he was very unserious but he was serious when he needed to be , she describes him like he's the perfect guy , in her words he was written by a goddess with the perfect vision for a good man .
The thing was , she knew he wasn't opposed to being in a relationship with her but she also felt like he'd probably just feel like he should be since they're having sex & that makes her feel bad .
It's been a week and he's been on her phone every hour of every day trying to "figure out what's going on" .
She laid back against her lounge chair blowing smoke out into the evening air , the sun setting and society slowly getting into the nights events .
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"Wait dude so why can't i come over though like i miss you" he asked and she looked over at her phone she'd sat down when she first started smoking . "Mark i already told you why like a million times" she said and he huffed sitting up at his desk now .
"Yeah but i told you i wouldn't mind taking this further .. i mean like putting a title on it you know what i mean" he said and she blew the smoke out of her nose listening to what he was saying . "I hear you" she said and he laid his head on his arms just admiring her on his screen . "Do you really?" he asked and this made her look at him .
"I would love to be your boyfriend y/n , i feel the same way you do and actually i have for a while .. even before we started the friends with benefits thing , i also know that's why you're holding out on me .. because you think i only feel this way because we've been having sex but these feelings existed before that i promise you they did" he finished and she just looked at him for a while not saying a word .
He smiled at her making her crack a small smile "I can't stand you" she said and he laughed throwing his hands up in the air . "So can i please come over pretty girl?" he asked tilting his head waiting for a response and she didn't know what the issue was , maybe it was the weed or the fact that she hasn't fucked him in a week but it literally growled .
"Use the key under the rug outside the door i don't feel like getting up" she said and immediately he stood up from his chair "You don't have to tell me tw-" his sentence was cut off as he tripped and fell making her laugh . "So eager to fuck it's embarrassing" she said in between laughs and he picked up his phone after getting up and flicked her off before hanging up .
She laughed again and put out her blunt knowing everything was all good .
" 𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 ."
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first chapter back guys might be a lil rusty sorry 😭
