🎧 Inspiration : have a baby (with me) by Daniel Caesar 🎧 (this doesn't go with the lyrics much just how the melody of the song feel)
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" 𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 ."
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3rd Person 🌻
When you and sangyi got married the question you heard the most was "So are you guys thinking about having children yet?" and if the question was asked when you were alone you'd often dissociate for a bit thinking of what to say because the truth was you didn't even know if you wanted kids at first but if it was asked with him by your side he'd place his hand on top of yours & smile at you before answering "Maybe in the future but we are happy how we are right now" .
You guys of course had the talk but he knew you weren't ready yet and as the one who has to grow the child , birth , feed and take care of the child with him . He understood and was never in a rush or anything but you did notice how whenever he sees a man with his own child he held the same gaze and smile .. he wanted to be a dad .
Now 4 years into the marriage everything is amazing really , the sugar love marriage you'd always dreamed of but lately you've been thinking of being a mom more than you ever had in your life . Seeing your siblings with their children and friends with theirs made you think one wouldn't hurt .
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You sat back against the bed frame rubbing lotion over your legs feeling a cold sense of relief after working all day and then coming home to shower . On tv your husband sat at a table with other actors & actresses from the new drama he was in smiling and laughing as they talked about their favorite scenes and events on set .
Your head tilted as you admired him , so handsome . At one point they'd asked him about you and you could see how his ears turned red as he brought his hands up to laugh and cover his face . He wasn't afraid of everyone knowing that he was deeply in love with his wife , he just knew he'd be teased that his whole body reacted with love just upon the mention of your name .
When the episode was almost over one of the actresses brought out her son and he immediately ran to sangyi "삼촌~" the little child sang as your husband picked him up and hugged him . Your lotion on your arm was so cold but you didn't care as you zoned out smiling at the sight in front of you . That's it .. he NEEDS to come home asap .
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You paced the living room back and forth waiting for your husband to come through the door . "would he think this is weird ? " "is he actually ready to be a dad .. is the house big enough for a kid .. how long will i be off work .. am i actually ready to be a mo-" You were so lost in your thoughts that you didn't even hear him come in or ask what was wrong . His hands were on both sides of your face , tilting it up so that your eyes met his worried ones . "Is everything okay my lo-" "I'm ready" you cut him off and his eyebrows furrowed a bit .
"I want to have your child" You said and you'd swear you could see a flash of light in his eyes . "Huh" he asked caught off guard "I'm ready to be a mother , but if you aren't ready to be a father then i can w-" "NO- no i'm ready i promise" he said , his hands never leaving your face .
He smiled as his eyes kinda welled up with tears before pressing a kiss on your lips , this kiss felt like a thank you .. like he was thanking you for loving him and allowing him to love you and build a family with you because really since the moment he'd met you it was all he'd ever wanted . When you pulled back you used your thumb to wipe away the one small tear that fell .
He leaned in to kiss you again , this time deeper and more sensual than the first kiss , he quickly picked you up in his arms your legs on each side of his body and your arms now around his neck , the kiss never broken . He steadily walked you to the bedroom pushing the door open softly before bringing you over to your shared bed and laying you down gently .
Undressing himself took longer than it should have because your lips were so addicting he couldn't undo more than one button on his shirt without a kiss . Your pajama top came off even slower because before undoing its buttons a kiss was placed on your lips and after one on your chest & then one lower , and lower ..
"I love you" he spoke against your lips his hands holding both of yours . The dim light in the room gave you the slightest glimmer making him fall in love with your beauty even more . "I love you too" you said quietly as his hips worked yours slowly underneath the sheets .
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Sangyi sat by the windowsill , the sunset casting a glow over the little baby girl wrapped in a blanket in his arms . "You look so much like your mommy i'm a little jealous" he said as he smiled at his newborn daughter . His eyes welled up with tears as he looked over at you sleeping and then back to his daughter . Her little fingers wrapped around his made his tears fall faster .
His life is so perfect now .
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He's such a girl dad 😭
yall this song is so GOOD like ik the meaning of it and i definitely understand what he's saying but like .. guysssss UGH 😞
also i definitely deleted that jongwoo chapter after like 2 days it was so bad , hopefully this can replace it tho
