He was my bully (completed)

Exposed Feelings

Justin's POV
I woke up and Sam was still cradled against my chest. My hoodie was pulled up her side so I can see up her thigh and to her mid stomach. I slowly tried to pull it down knowing that she'd be uncomfortable like this but she grabbed my wrist "what are you doing" she mumbled. "My hoodie was up too far so I was just pulling it down I wasn't going to do anything I swear" I started to panic what if she didn't believe me. "OK thanks I trust you" she mumbled laying back down. YEAH SHE TRUST ME. "Good I want you to trust me because I trust you" I kissed her lightly. "I'm going to go start breakfast OK" I said moving from under her. "Wait" she whined grabbing my arm "what" I asked. She leaned in grabbing my neck pulling me on top of her and kissed me I bit her lip and she giggled "OK go cook or your not leaving this room" she laughed. "That's OK with me" I said moving to sit next to her. "No go before someone comes down" she said "fine give me a kiss" I bargained she nodded and peaked my lips before pushing me away. "I'm going back to sleep OK I'll be up in a bit" she whispered before closing her eyes. I kissed her head and made my way upstairs to the kitchen.
Sam's POV
When I woke up I slowly made my way up the stairs and into the kitchen to see a shirtless Justin at the stove, girls watching tv, Toby was sitting on Josh's lap they were talking to Andrew and Marco was reading the paper. I walked over to the girls sitting between them "Sammy" they both screamed attacking me with hugs and kisses. Once they were done I walked over to Justin and wrapped my arms around his waist and just stayed there there was one thing I couldn't stop thinking about it. Justin has told me he loves me he's shown me by protecting me and I've never said it back. "Hey you OK" he asked pulling me around so he could face me "ugh yeah just thinking" I said "about...." He put me on the counter by the eggs. "Justin drew beiber I love you" I stated he looked confused and Toby,Marco & Jessie looked really confused. "Sammy!! Come here" Jessie yelled they all walked out into the hall "be back" I mumbled. "Sammy you said you loved him!" Jessie yelled "yes I know" I said calmly. "Sam we're the only people you told individually I love you and plus he use to beat you up" Marco said loudly "OK he used to not any more I really like him like a lot like love him he's not the same guy anymore" I defended. "How do you know that he's not just playing you" Toby asked anger flared inside me. "How do you know josh isn't playing you! I love Justin why can't you accept that" I yelled in frustration. I slipped my shoes on "Sam where are you going" Andrew asked "for a walk I'll be back soon" I mumbled walking out.
I ended up at the ice cream shop "can I have cookie doe with caramel and sprinkles please" I asked the guy behind the counter he nodded and I stepped aside waiting. When I got my ice cream I sat in a big spiney chair licking and thinking maybe I could have been calmer, was saying I love you to justin a good choice I like him a lot and he likes me geez why did they freak out its not like I say it and mean it to every guy that's not family "hey beautiful where's your boyfriends" amusement park guy asked (I'm just gamma call him guy until he tells me his name and no I'm not going to ask him). "I only have one boyfriend kyle is a friend" I said. "So you kiss all your friends well can I be your friend" he said I groaned out of annoyance and walked back home.
"Sam can we talk" it was Toby he looked like he's been crying and I instantly felt bad I shouldn't have said anything. "Toby I'm sorry I shouldn't have flipped out Josh loves you don't second guess it OK" I said hugging him he hugged me tight. "No Sam I'm sorry I shouldn't have second guessed your decision its just since that time you told me about the L word" he paused
Flashback
"So Sam give me the scoop, how come when I say I love you, you get really awkward" Toby said falling back on his bed. "Can you keep a secret" I asked playing with my hands. "Yeah of course" he said sitting next to me "promise" I stated "promise" he repeated. "My dad touched me and he made me tell him I love you to him so I vowed to never say I love you to someone unless I absolutely ment it" I stated happy I could tell someone about it. "We have to tell my mom" he said looking frightened "Toby you said you could keep a secret" I whined "Sam your only ten" he pointed out. "Toby if you tell they'll take me away and I'll never see you again is that what you want to never see me again" I said on the verge of crying "of course not but he can't do that" he complained "Toby you promised" I whined. "Time for lunch kids" Toby's mom came upstairs "what's wrong Sam" she asked "nothing" I said whipping my face "Toby.." She said waiting for an explanation. "I just told her a funny joke and she just laughed a bit to hard" Toby stated "OK then come downstairs" she said leaving the room. "Thanks Toby I really do love you your just like my brother" I said kissing his cheek then jogging downstairs.
End of flashback
"Its OK Toby I truly love Justin with all my heart" I said hugging him. "Alright then I trust you but if he hurts you I'm going to beat that bustard and Marco,Andrew,Ryan,chaz, and Josh will help" he said I laughed nodding. "Alright let's have a movie day" he said I nodded jogging downstairs. "Sam is that you" Justin asked "yeah" I said grabbing some shorts and a plain green t-shirt "what do you want to do today" he asked from the bed "I was thinking we all have a movie day" I said pulling my shorts on under Justin's hoodie. "Ok" he said sitting up I pulled off the hoodie reveling my blue bra and pulled on my shirt. "Let's go" I said grabbing his hand pulling him upstairs. Everyone had taken there seats and someone popped in a movie I sat on an empty couch when Justin came in he layed down with his head in my lap I giggled and played with his hair while watching the movie.