He was my bully (completed)

Feelings

Recap
"and the blond was so I can take my frustration out I didn't mean for it to go that far and she was definitely not prettier then you, you could be in sweat pants and a baggy T-shirt and you would still set the bar so high" he said kissing my cheek he sounds so sincere I need to know if it is I guess I could give him another try. "Justin...." but he cut me off "Sam I.."
"Sam I love you and I can't live without you" he said this was the second time he told me he loved me what was I supposed to say did I love him I know I like him a lot but did I cross the border to love. When I didn't reply he nodded his head and walked upstairs what the hell did I just do. I walked upstairs to see Justin the girls an Toby all in a car waiting for me I slid in back by the girls just thinking of what Justin said and how I didn't reply. "Sam let's go" Toby said I nodded getting out we decided to see inside out for the girls it was actually kind of amusing to watch. When the movie was over we all got back into the car and the girls fell asleep it was 10:30 pm. I yawned and Justin looked back and smiled at the sleeping girls then at me before looking back. We were in the car for ten more minutes before we pulled into the driveway I grabbed jazzy carrying her to her bed with Justin behind me. I set her down and kissed her forehead before whispering goodnight to her I went over to Jessie and did the same. Justin grabbed my waist holding me close to his chest he layed his head in the crook of my neck kissing my cheek he whispered in my ear "we did good" he held me close and we just looked at the two sleeping children we did I guess I practically raised Jessie and he raised jazzy and together raising them both he was right we did do good they both seemed so perfect. We walked downstairs I changed and crawled in bed next to a shirtless Justin. "Hi" he says quietly "hey" I say he pulls me close so I was sitting on his lap he kissed me cheek. His arms were rapped around my waist and we sat there quietly "you OK" I asked "yeah I'm fine" he mumbled snapping out of his daze I turned to look at him. "Why do we constantly fight" he mumbled "what" I asked nit sure if I heard the question wrong. "Why are we constantly fighting" he asked again. "We don't" I said "we do" he mumbled "don't" "do" "don't" "do" "don't" "Sam we're fighting about wither or not we fight a lot" he said he had a point. "I guess your right but really it's hard not to constantly fight when someone lives our everyday lives" I said he nodded and shrugged his shoulders. I kissed him lightly "cheer up" I giggled "Sam but isn't that kind of unhealthy" he asked "Justin we shot people for a living and your wondering if arguing is unhealthy" I asked trying to resit the urge to smiled. "I know but when you look at parents you never see them argue" he stated. "Justin is this because of jazz and Jess are you worried that they will see us get into a fight" I asked he nodded "OK babe listen Jessie has heard my parents threatening to kill each other we haven't done that once I don't think they've every seen us fight" I said he nodded again as in understanding what I was saying. "And I think in parents wise that Jessie and jazzy have good parents, me and you make great parents to them" I stated he smiled an nodded "there's that smile" I stated kissing him again "cheered up now" I asked he shook his head no "I think you should kiss me some more" he suggested I smiled and shook my head but did it anyways I loved kissing Justin he was perfect in every way. "I think we need to kiss again I'm not exactly cheered up" he said pulling me on top of him I shrieked and he crashed his lips to mine I ran my fingers threw his hair as he played with my shirt I knew he wouldn't take it off though, he was reliable. I pulled away for a much needed breath of air he smiled at me kissing me again. I layed down next to him my head on his bare chest his arm around me kissing my head the pulled me close so I was 60% on top of him, not that I was complaining. I couldn't sleep I layed awake thinking about how I didn't say it back to him I wonder if he's mad he didn't seem mad he seemed OK with it but I wouldn't want him to be mad at me I really do like him. I hadn't noticed it but I was running my fingers along his chest he kissed my head "what's wrong" he asked in his sexy husky voice sitting up "hu..oh I can't sleep" I said he pulled my hand in his playing with my fingers "you ok" he asked "yeah just thinking" I mumbled "about" he asked "about our conversation and how I didn't say it back I don't know why I didn't but I also don't want you yo be mad at me or regret even saying it..." he interrupted me with a light passionate kiss "that a good way to tell me to shut up" I smiled "babe I'm not mad you didn't say it back and I could never regret saying it to you" he said kissing my noes. "Thanks" I said looking down at our still twined hands "do you want me to stay awake with you" he asked playing with my hands. "No I'm going to get some sleep now that my brains not on overload" I smiled kissing his lips pushing him back down I pulled away laying back on his chest giggling he held me close kissing my head I layed there for a while when I heard his voice. "I love you" he whispered kissing my head. Even then I couldn't say it back it was like I wasn't sure.