He was my bully (completed)

Explainations

"I know I know let me explain" I asked "OK go ahead" He said "OK I adopted chaz because he can't take care of himself and he makes a great brother that I can talk yo during the day, Carlos is a hot,egotistical,sexis soccer player while wants to get in my pants and he tried to kiss me for my keys so I kicked him got my keys and drove away,the melt down was from Carlos touching me on my knee to my thigh and brought back bad memories and sleeping with guys I'm sleeping with Justin only Justin and only sleeping" I said "oh well you should get relaxed I'm ganna leave" he said "wait who told you this stuff like about Carlos and the harassment and the adoption" I asked "it was Chaz" he said "see another reason for you to love chaz" I said he laughed kissed the girls heads and left. "Chaz" I said sitting down next room him. "Sam you OK you looked like crap earlier" he said I giggled at him "yeah I was just angry and tired and Carlos sent me over the edge and I broke down" I said "oh Sammy then why didn't you talk to me I would have listened" he said hugging me "I know you just are so nice I didn't want to over load you-" he cut me off "Sammy girl it's OK just shu I got you, your my sister now you don't have to do anything on your own OK" he said I just nodded and held him tighter "I love you brother" I said "I love you two sissy" he said "I have to go but give Justin a chance to get to know the real him he's an amazing guy he said kissing my forehead and saying goodbye to the girls "give him a chance" he said kissing my forehead once more. I walked into my room and Justin was in there still on the bed "you guys spending the night" I asked he nodded and I went to put the girls to bed I blew you the air mattress and put it next to Jessie's bed. "Night Sammy" the girls said "Night" I said walking back in my room went to the bathroom washed my face i sat next to Justin "you ganna tell me why now" he said "sure but after this I wouldn't be bad if you never wanted to be near me again" I said looking down at my hands. "When I was 7 my mom and dad were always home but things were rocky with them but one night mom and dad were arguing and dad left mom went to sleep and I just couldn't sleep hours later dad came home and he walked into my room and he wreaked of liquor he said to me four simple words that made me sit up 'I know your awake' and I sat up and he sat next room me on the bed like you are now but I was facing him sitting criss cross and he put his hand on my knee up my leg on by thigh" I didn't notice I was crying until Justin whiped a tear away "you don't have to finish" he said "yes I did I started so I'm ganna finish" I said sitting up straighter "he pulled my closer to him and he tried to kiss me when I screamed for my mom when she in I thought I was safe but all mom did was yell at me for dressing like a slut I had on a nightgown how was I supposed to know wearing nightgown was considered slutty I was only 7 I smelt a serious amount of liquor on her too after she was done yelling she left me in there with him when he tried to get on top of me I kicked him in his nards and tried going under the bed but I was only seven he grabbed my foot and pulled me out he picked me up and threw me against a wall then came over and kicked me again and again and again until I blacked out then he continued to beat me up until Jessie came along then all his attention moved to her it was ok until Jessie was four and dad did the same to her but he got farther because she was only four and she came in my room balling her eyes out saying daddy touched me daddy touched me later that well I met Marco I told him everything and bow we spend the weekends at the cabin Marcos my brother and now so is chaz Marco helped me and now I'm helping Chaz at first I was protecting him from you but now the threat is Carlos and now you know how wired my family is you can still save Jazmyn from this craziness. I said looking at my hands.
Justins POV
She just told me all of this now she thinks I'm going to run away scared "you still didn't tell me what happened in English today though" I said she took a breath in and started talking again "OK here we go again I promised Carlos that I would sit next to him in English while watching the movie but when we got to English I was the first so I sat in back and when he got there he put his hand on my knee then I asked him to removed it he slid it up my leg and I asked again but I started stuttering and playing with my hands and he noticed I was nervous he slid it up my thigh and I completely freaked out and you no the rest from there" I said playing with my hands again.
Justins POV
Sam was almost violated by her dad. Her dad touched Jessie. Her dad abuses Sam every chance he gets. Now she thinks I'm ganna take Jessie and run she has another thing coming. "Justin please say something" Sam said her dad her father made her scared of guys then I beat her up then what Carlos did to her. "Justin say something please" she said again. I'm ganna kill Carlos "Justin please" she said again but I was to far in thought I'm going to beat the shit out of her dad. Her mom called her a slut. "I'm ganna go" she said leaving the room. Her dad touched Jessie if that was Jazmyn I would be behind bars. Where did Sam go? crap she left I was being unreaponsive. "Sam" I asked walking into the kitchen not there. "Sam" I said talking through the dinning room and into the hall. "Sam" I said walking into the living room seeing her on the couch crying I sighed. "Sam babe come here" I said sitting on the other side of the couch she just ignored me "Sam don't ignore me" I said pulling her closer to me she was crying harder. "Sam babe don't cry I won't hurt you" I said pulling her on my lap again. "Why didn't you just leave you don't have stay" she said crying all over again "why wouldn't I stay" I said rubbing circles on her back "Marco said I'm not to say anything to anyone because it just screams crazy family dangerous Justin I'm wierd I come with so much baggage" she said crying again I hugged her and she held on to my neck like earlier crying into my shirt. "Sam we all have baggage, it wasn't you fault your dad's a drunk and your mom is a hypocrite, but you and Jess didn't do crap to deserve any of this, you have a family you have Marco and chaz and Ava,Jazmyn and me" I said cupping her face "Justin why did you care" she asked and my heart broke "I c-ca-care because" I started but she cut me off "never mind"she said hugging me again "no, I care because, I have like you since 8th grade, and ever since Carlos was here he made me jealous on purpose, and I wanted to kill him, then you left English crying, I was counted absent because I went chasing after you but everything was ok once you fell asleep in my arms you seemed so peaceful" I said she looked at me shocked "then why were you so mean to me" she asked moving so now she was facing me on my lap "I I just wanted you to notice me then Ryan did it and it got out of control I'm sorry" I said looking down "Justin it worked you got my attention" she said then got closer "still do" she whispered in my ear. I need to go take a cold shower to gain back my control. "Can I go take a quick shower" I asked stuttering "why do I make you nervous" she whispered "no, anymore and I'm ganna lose control" I said in a low voice "well then you better go then" she said getting off of me I for you and went into the bathroom.
Sam's POV
Justin said he liked me since 8th grade and Carlos makes him jealous. wow. He went to take a shower. That's why I was crying when Carlos touched my legs. I laid down on my bed then I notice crap I'm still in my clothes, I grabbed black shorts that said 'sammy' in white on the butt and a white t-shirt and went into my bathroom and took a quick shower.
after my shower Justin was sitting on my bed he had a black shirt on with Pajama pants. "Hey felling better" I asked walking in front of him "yeah but seeing you in those are setting me back" he said pointing to my shorts "I'll go in Jessie's room with th's girls" I said walking away "no!" He yelled grabbing my wrist "I mean this is your room I wouldn't want to put you out I can control myself" he said losing his grip on my wrist. "Ok" I said sitting next to him. "Sam can I ask you a question" he asked looking at me "yeah sure" I said "why did you only fight back once while I was beating you up" he asked great that annoying question "because I only had a reason once" I said shrugging my shoulders "what was it" he asked "1. Jessie was there and I will always protect her and she thinks no one can beat me up 2. I don't want to hurt your pretty face more then normal" I said shrugging "you quite it" he said "what am I doing" I asked and he came up and pushed me against a wall and trapped me there. "Your so..." he started "so what" I asked "so determined, so bold,so" he said stopping again "so what" I whispered by his ear "so...Hot" he said shoving me against the wall harder and kissing me hard. "Justin what happened to you controling yourself" I said giggling and pushing him away "I said I could, never said I would" he said pushing his lips on mine "oh really" I said pulling him closer "tell me if I'm going to fast" I said "babe trust me you'll know" he picked me up and layed me on a bed laying over me "our sisters are right across the hall" he said "then be quiet" I said getting on top of him "wow that's a lot if confidence" he said smiling "it's you who gives it to me" I said kissing him "well then let's see if I can gain some leverage" he said flipping us over and towering over me with his arms on both sides of me "what are you ganna do because I still have the most leverage" I said pulling his neck and kissing him "not for long babe" he said and started leaving wet kisses down my jaw then my neck until he hit a soft spot I bit my tong trying to stop myself from moaning I arched my back biting my tong tighter "no babe I wanna hear your moan" he whispered he put his hand under my shirt just his touch made me shiver. "I told you the leverage was mine" he whispered "oh no not for long" I said I wrapped my legs around his waist and flipped us so he was now on bottom. "Oh someone has strength" he whispered I sat on him grabbed his neck and kissed him hard it didn't take long for him to catch on and kissed back I put my hands under his shirt running my hands under his shirt until something made him moan his nips ha I love seeing him in a vulnerable to me he kissed his neck then his jaw then his lips he held my waist and kissed me hard and hungry he poked my bottom lip with his tong asking for entrance but I didn't grant it to him "babe please" Justin begged "let's get some sleep" I said and got off him "fine" he said smirking "night" he said putting his arm over me "night"I said snuggling into him.

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