The lovely two blinking moons he loved to gaze into every second of his days, that he swims and lives in with every breath he takes. The eyes that reflect the light he worships its trail. The very same eyes that used to look at him with infinite love and adoration, are plagued with stubborn, sad tears, while glaring at him with an anger he cannot understand.
His reason for life is still pointing at him with an accusing finger urging the cops holding him , cuffing him, dragging him to his new home. Prison.
Why?
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, WHY????
Why did Wei Ying deem it important to betray him?
Why did his beloved, his confidant of all people betray him? Is Lan Zhan really that bad of a person? A man who really doesn't deserve to be loved? Not by his mother, not by his uncle, not by his brother, and certainly not by his father. It seems.. not even Wei Ying loves him anymore.
Not after that day. Not after Lan Zhan killed him.
But.. Why!? He internally wailed.
..
The first year of his imprisonment passed with him still in a state of going back and forth between Shock and denial.
Wei Ying cannot do that. It's just a misunderstanding. Only a misunderstanding. His love didn't betray him.
Why would he?
..
The second year came fury, then watered down to anger, then went full force back to fury.
HOW DARE HE! How could he! How dare Wei Ying leave him? How dare he stab him in the back? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY WHY!!!!!
I was the one who saved him. I was the one who loved him. I was the one who protected him. I was the one to treasure him tenderly. I had no heart and I loved him beyond even my comprehension, then why?
He shouldn't have done that. He shouldn't have given away incriminating information on him. Wei Ying is supposed to be smarter than that.
Wei Ying will have to watch his back when I get out of this place. Because I WILL kill him. My none existing heart be damned! He was the first to break my trust.
I will take my revenge.
I will skin him alive, give him a swim in salted boiling water right afterwards. He will be introduced to how hot melted sugar feels on raw flesh. He will know how hot gelatine loves to torture you slowly the longer it stays on his protesting body.
He will especially be enamored of being burnt alive. A slow, painful and lovely death. At least he will die warm. My Wei Ying always complained about the cold.
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The fourth year he was content with just punching him.
The fifth, he just wishes to see him. Even a glance at his silhouette would be enough. Why did Wei Ying never come to see him? Not even to sneer at him, not to taunt him? Why did he abandon Lan Zhan too? Why does everybody abandon him?
The sixth year started with uncontrollable sadness, then turned into grief 6 months later.. why did Wei Ying tell on him if he was going to kill himself due to.. what? Regret? Grief? Sadness? Unhealthy.. love? Why did he choose to leave him?
Why should Lan Zhan continue to fight, if the reason for his continued alive state is now dead? By his very own hands.
Why.
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Ficción Generaloneshot one: while in CR arc, when JZX said 'forget it' and WWX replied by 'what do you mean forget it' the class gets to see an encounter between future jiang wanyin and lan wangji about the latter marriage to his brother. oneshot two: when the eld...
