Protected (A Spencer Reid Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Kelly's POV
We were finally home.
I went in my room and changed into my tshirt and shorts and joined Spencer in the living room for our talk.
I sat down next to him on the couch.
"Ok are you ready?" Spencer asked getting comfortable.
"Yes. Unless your uncomfortable talking about it it's ok." I said reassuringly.
"No I can talk about it." He said. "Ok. So with my genius mind I have, I was bullied in school a lot. All throughout actually. I had a few friends but not a lot. I was actually stripped naked and tied to the goalpost in high school." He said.
"Spencer that's horrible." I said.
"Ok that's basically school. My father actually left me with my mother when I was ten. He never really talks to us or stays in touch. I have absolutely no respect for him whatsoever." He said looking me straight in the eyes the whole time.
I felt tears well up in my eyes.
"Anyway I also graduated college at the age of 12 and... are you crying?" He asked.
I wiped the tears from my face and hugged him.
"You poor poor man." I whispered.
He finally hugged me back. I think he was surprised from my unexpected hug.
"Oh Kelly it's ok. I'm ok." He said. "I have wonderful people in my life now."
I sat in front of him and yawned. I'm getting tired.
Spencer's POV
I felt a lump in my throat actually. I don't think anyone broke down crying feeling bad for me.
I noticed that she was tired.
"Are you getting tired? We can finish this story tomorrow." I said.
"Yeah I am." She said standing up.
I stood up with her and hugged her. "Goodnight." I said.
"Goodnight." She whispered and closed her bedroom door behind her.
I walked to my room and laid in bed.
I don't think I have ever went to bed with this full of a stomach in a long time. It felt good.
I also felt good from Kelly's actions.
I think she really cares for me and feels bad for me.
I don't even want to tell her the more recent things that have happened to me. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I woke up.
The ground was wet.
I heard the sound of a shovel hitting the ground.
I couldn't move my body.
I was being buried alive.
I yelled for help.
Then I heard my name being called.
A girls voice.
Then a gunshot.
The voice stopped and I was continued to be buried alive...
Kelly's POV
I woke up and heard Spencer yelling help.
I quickly jumped out of bed and ran to his room.
He was laying in his bed shaking violently and yelling.
I jumped next to him.
"Spencer! Spencer wake up!"
Spencer's POV
I was in a new location.
Was I in the hospital?
No it was too dark.
I was in a cabin.
It was a flashback to when Tobias saved my life.
I looked into his eyes he was yelling telling me to wake up... wake up.
Kelly's POV
He kept shaking.
"Spencer!"
I touched the side of his head and he woke up violently.
"Spencer! Spencer is ok. It was just a dream." I said with my hand still on the side of his head.
He grabbed my arms and stared into my eyes.
His hands were freezing.
"Shh it's ok." I said staring at him in the dim moonlight.
He started to lay down again.
"Are you ok?" I whisper.
He swallowed hard. "Yeah this is normal." He said.
Again more tears in my eyes.
"Your really cold. Do you want socks? They always help me get warmer." I said.
He nodded and let go of me running his fingers through his hair.
I walked over to his dresser and found his sock drawer on the first try.
I looked for a pair and I saw a little bottle. I secretly picked it up and tried to read it.
Was this...
It couldn't be...
This is Dilaudid.
"Spencer... what is this?" I showed it to him. He sat up and saw it.
"Please put it back." He said.
I was frozen.
He couldn't.
He does drugs.
"It's not what you think Kelly. There was another part to that story I didn't tell you." He said.
I stood there for a moment, then put it back and sat next to him.
"Do you use that?" I asked.
"No I promise I don't." He said.
"Then why do you have it?" I asked.
He was silent.
"Listen I want to tell you but I don't want to make you cry again." He said. "It's worse."
Ok now I had to know.
"Spencer tell me. I'm gonna cry but I want to know. Bad." I said.
He looked down and held my hand and took a deep breath.
"Ok. So this was about 2 years ago. More recent. We were working on a case and I knew we had found the bad guy. It was just JJ and I and I knew we had to get him before he escaped. So JJ and I went for him and he hit me with his gun. Next thing know I am in this cabin in a cemetery. This guy had 3 personalities. One was Raphael, one was Tobias or himself and one was a passive aggressive personality. Raphael tortured me and made me chose his next victims. Tobias gave me heroin to help me but it only gave me the memories of my childhood. Tobias saved my life while Raphael tried to kill me. I was about to be buried alive when Raphael was distracted I shot him. When he was dying I looked into his eyes and saw Tobias. I took the drug as a memory I guess. A memory of the guy that brought me back from the dead." He said the whole time looking down.
When he looked up he saw me crying again.
He hugged me for the longest time.
I started to feel drowsy...
Spencer's POV
I have been hugging her for 5 minutes now.
I think she fell asleep.
I gently picked her up and started to leave my room.
"Noo." She whispered.
She pointed to my bed really weakly.
I smiled and set her in my bed. When she laid down her arms were still around my neck.
She pulled me down next to her.
She scooted closer to me and hugged my body. I put my arm around her and rested my head on top of hers.
Then I fell asleep.