Random Thoughts

My Favourite Colour is Purpal, but I Like Pink as Well

My favourite colour is purpal.

I'm don't really know why.

Haha who am I kidding... of course I know why my favourite colour is purpal!!

it's because of Taylor Swift!!

And Taylor Swift's favourite colour is purpal!!!

and it's for Speak Now!!

right?

Some days my favourite colour is pink because it reminds me of unicrons and cupcakes and love hearts. But it depends on how I'm feeling on that day.

oh! did you know? HOW and WHO are made out of the same letters!!

(i totally didn't just typo it)

anyway

I also used to like purpal when I was small as well

but that was only because i was always intrigued about the purple butterfly stickers on some baby's cribs in the hospital

well that's another reason why I used to like the colour purpal!!

also pink + blue equals purpal and that's really funny

and Vi from arcane's real name is Violet and violet is a shade of purpal, even though she's more commonly associated with the colour red because of her hair.

Vi + Jinx = purpal!! Vander!!

Violet is also the rarest colour in nature. When I was small, I used to think it was blue for some reason. And that's why I like purpal now. To make up for the times when I used to think blue was the rarest colour in nature!!

At this point, idek what I'm talking about lmao

But the main reason why I like purpal is because of my sister!! Her favourite colour is purple and her instagram username has two purple hearts, one on each end of her name like this

💜 Ambrosia 💜

so that's what i do nowadays too!

I'm sad because I really like her but she's gonna have to go foreverrrrr :(

and forever is for ever and ever and ever :(

and i'm really gonna miss her :(

that's why i should've chosen german instead of japanese for my second language choice :(

i should've also done just one more piano grade before i quit 3 years ago

because having "Grade 8" next to my name on my sister's future wikipedia page (because she'll undeniably get famous) makes me seem inferior to her

.

who are you kidding? as if you're even considering the fact that you aren't because the truth is that the only superiority factor you have is your age?

you used to be so proud of being selected class captain in the first term of year 4, but watch her get it in year 3

she sucks up to your dad and she's polite and cute towards everyone. unlike you, she actually knows how to speak proper chinese. she doesn't hate your dad, like you. what sort of daughter are you? hating on his many... "family" members just because of love or marriage or that shit. and everyone deserves love, don't they?

well except you. you don't even deserve to speak. never speak during class unless you're certain that you're right because you're a waste of oxygen. don't speak if you can help it. it's how it was and how it will always be.

shameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyoushameonyouSHAMEONYOU

and see how this turns into another one of your "sob stories"? you don't deserve to be "sad" because you can't be. there are so many people out there whose lives are so much worse than yours. can't you try to act normal for once? your life doesn't matter, listen to others for

(*edit: I just came back after a week and read through everything above and it seems like a mad person wrote this, and i have no idea how to continue this so i'll just publish it. and don't get mad at me because this entire story is supposed to be "Random Thoughts". so hhehehe*)